Cant help...

Mar 22, 2004 13:30

I had a good weekend. everything went alright until i saw the look of worry and fear in my sister's eyes. My family came to pick me up and we all went to see The Bobs. They played my favorite sone "Slow Down, Chrishna" (or however u spell it). during the first chorus of that song when everything went silent after saying the line "Your Red Grand Am goes way too fast", I made the car speeding sound at perfect timing, which my dad commented. After the show, i managed to get all of The Bobs autograph on my leftover box, which i kno they never did before. Hell even one of the members singing "Slow Down Chrishna" heard me make that noise and they commented as well. So n e ways everything went alright except me being worried about my sister.

It basically started when my sister went silent, following that look she gets when something is wrong. When i got back to my dorm I couldnt stop think about her. After lights out at around 12-1ish, i broke into tears. I had a lot of trouble sleeping last night which i could hardly focus on my work. Hell even my fucking medication isnt working for shit. I just really hope shes alright, cuz i wouldnt know what i would do or how id react if something happened to her. I love my sister with all of my heart and i wouldnt think twice about giving my life up for her cuz on my moms grave i would.:'(

On top of everything else, i got what iv wanted for a long time and thats for my family to be together even if its just for one night and i thank all of my family for making my birthday wish come true.
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