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"god im back in florida and everythings still the same, i still aint getting anywhere, she still with him and despite how hurt she claims to be i know theres anothing i can do about it anymore, i didnt put her there in the first place..., i know he can, i know shes head over heels for him and it seems as if ill never get her back at least it seems like it now... im not eve sure if thats the right thing to do, all i know is that im so fucking hurt, and having her back would help me so much, or at least i think that... everythings back to how it was before i knew her,... my lifes shit and im letting myself die over another girl... but this time it hurts so much more, this time its real and this time loves involved... this time i dont thik ill be able to take this shit for much longer... everyday im wishing womeone would die, to make me feel better, god im so fucking hurt, i dont know whats going to happen and frankly i dont fucking care, i just wish i could get out of here.."