Letter.
Dear...
I don't want to lose you over something that will seem so stupid in a few years time.
I don't want you to forget me.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything that ever went wrong.
There's nothing i wouldn't do, to get one more chance, to look deep into your eyes.
I never mean what i say. But on this day, i swear to you. This is the truth.
All i find myself doing is sitting here, thinking about what we used to have.
All the fun memories, the laughing, the crying, the hugging, the memories.
I know you think you cant give me what i crave.
But just having you lay next to me is enough.
I don't need you to say anymore.
I know i did you wrong, and i wish i could go back and change the way i dealt with those situations.
I'm going to get help. I'm not going to use medication to hide my emotions.
I'm not going to drink, or do drugs, to hide the way i feel.
I'm going to get help. I'm going to figure myself out.
I'm going to get help, so when i smile and laugh, i'm actually happy.
I can't hide anymore. I can't keep making excuses for my stupid mistakes.
Every night before i fall asleep i see your face, and it almost makes me cry that i've disappointed you.
Every morning, your the first person i think of.
Each time i get a sms, or a phone call, i light up in hope its from you.
When it is you, i never know what to say.
I love you, your the closest i've ever been to a guy.
I just hope you won't use what you know against me.
I want to get closer to you. I want to connect with you in ways i've never imagined.
Your my lover, my best friend.
I don't expect anything else from you.
Remember the good times, the happy times, the time when we laughed, the times when we shared our deepest, secrets.
xx
I don't want to lose you over something that will seem so stupid in a few years time.
I don't want you to forget me.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything that ever went wrong.
There's nothing i wouldn't do, to get one more chance, to look deep into your eyes.
I never mean what i say. But on this day, i swear to you. This is the truth.
All i find myself doing is sitting here, thinking about what we used to have.
All the fun memories, the laughing, the crying, the hugging, the memories.
I know you think you cant give me what i crave.
But just having you lay next to me is enough.
I don't need you to say anymore.
I know i did you wrong, and i wish i could go back and change the way i dealt with those situations.
I'm going to get help. I'm not going to use medication to hide my emotions.
I'm not going to drink, or do drugs, to hide the way i feel.
I'm going to get help. I'm going to figure myself out.
I'm going to get help, so when i smile and laugh, i'm actually happy.
I can't hide anymore. I can't keep making excuses for my stupid mistakes.
Every night before i fall asleep i see your face, and it almost makes me cry that i've disappointed you.
Every morning, your the first person i think of.
Each time i get a sms, or a phone call, i light up in hope its from you.
When it is you, i never know what to say.
I love you, your the closest i've ever been to a guy.
I just hope you won't use what you know against me.
I want to get closer to you. I want to connect with you in ways i've never imagined.
Your my lover, my best friend.
I don't expect anything else from you.
Remember the good times, the happy times, the time when we laughed, the times when we shared our deepest, secrets.
xx