so much to say
i have a lot to update on you guys. yay!
alright. im 18 now. my birthday was on yom kippur.
david threw me a surprise birthday party/get together thing
it was so sweet i wanted to cry.
he invited jami and YVY and STEFI!
HE CALLED THEM
my mom didnt call them HE DID.
it was so fucking sweet.
no one ever even remembers their names.
they were the only ones that cared to show up.
we had a lot of fun though,
laughing so hard we all left with six packs.
it was so sweet.
i loved it so much.
he got me a humongous puppy and a bracelet.
bothof which i love. stefi got me pj pants and a photo album
and jami got me a bubble bath set thing.
very sweet.
my mom got me delices by cartier which smells orgasmic.
and a green pebl phone <3333
greatest birthday i've EVER had.
followed by the beginnings of a poem
you can't retrace your steps again
someone else will have to do it for you
not a whisper in the wind of the laughing voice we used to know
not a single word of advice from a friend to a changable scoundrel
no tears are light. all of them heavy
not one thing done right on such a horrible night
and one little boy only six years born
fills his litle heart with scorn
a copper prince left without a king
but he alone can end this tale
with major scales or minor rings
and he alone; the prince; can think
to make the choice and become king.
and now my opinion on a current event. <3
you are a vile loathesome little pile of defaecation
how could you do such a thing to that poor girl,
as if she deserved such neglect and abuse
if you thought my opinion of you was low once it has been reduced to that of dust
and as for that jezebel that hartlet that tramp EVERYONE KNOWS IT NOW!
you can't hide from what you've done.
you are both equally disgusting.
and you perfect example of swine: come out of the fucking closet.
why must you hide behind a bunch of girls you arent attracted to and have no respect for?
why are you such a fucking gargajo humano!!!
you are disgusting. how utterly depreciable
easliy turned to sin.
hellish monster.
i thought i didnt have the power to despise
but you have brought it out in me.
both of you.
forget that i exist
if you acknowledge my presence again i will simply look right through you.
end.
^__^