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Oct 20, 2004 13:40

I was ready... My heart was too.
I had the breakfast, with thoughts of you.
I sat and waited, nothing had faded.
The fear is gone and im not alone.
I should have listened to all that was said.
I couldnt get it past, or through my head.
So I still sit and wait.
With the rose in the trash.
I hope you realize this means I feel like an ass.

So yea, this is how I feel. I wanted nothing more than to spend time with her. She told me she would be here, so Ive waited. I havent slept in 36 hours almost now. I stayed up all night from the time the rents left cleaning and preparing just to see her. I made the bed, tucked it in tight. It didnt matter, she doesnt care. She wont even pick up her cell when I call now. So I just want to say thanks for bringing to light. How much I meant to you and how much my feelings were misplaced.
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