i dont know why, but for some reason ive been in a really emo mood lately, and i can tell you right now i dont like it one bit! today i slept from 2:30-4:45, and i have a feeling that im going to bed around 12, and making myself sleep until like 1 tomorrow because i dont want to be up. i hate it when im like this. and it seems that no one is actualy making it any better. it just seems like every little thing that some one says makes me mad. i dont know, i just wish that some one that i know and can drive would just come, pick me up, and take me far far away from this hell hole that ive created for myself. but thats not going to happen, so for now, im stuck sitting in my basement, on my couch, watching stupid TV while trying to play guitar, or sleeping. oh well. life sucks, then you die, and things get a shit load better! haha. yeah im now going to go back to listing to my MP3 player with the new kick ass head phones my mommy got me.
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~Me~
There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...
Maybe I'm just blind...
[chorus]
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
[end chorus]
Love me when I'm gone...
When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone
[chorus]
Maybe I'm just blind...
[chorus]
Love me when I'm gone...
Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
I wish I wasn't waiting.
This place gets smaller everyday.
We all have characters and we know the parts we play.
We're actors and actresses,
that's all. Please take me away.
I just want to start over.
There are things I'd like to change.
I miss the innocence,
when the doors all stood wide open.
The sun's gone down on better days.
If I let you know, nothing can last forever.
I never thought everything would change.
If I let it go, nothing can last forever.
I never thought everything would change.
Well, maybe I did. Just not today.
I never thought that things would change.
I miss the innocence.