Makeup smeared in her eyes,Each sob's a reason to say goodbye.
Survey
Full Name - Patricia Lee Johnson
Siblings-2
Birthday - 11/20/88
Sign -scorpio
School - MHS
Location -Moorestown, NJ
Sex - female
Eyes - blue green
Hair - dark brown with black and some blond
Height - 5' 2 ish
? HAVE YOU EVER..
1. Kissed your cousin: yes but not like make out...it was a good bye kiss on the cheak
2. Ran away: thought about it...many a time but i have no where to go =(
3. Pictured your crush naked: mmhm
4. Actually seen your crush naked? almost
6. Been in love: yes
7. Cried when someone died: no one has died yet
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: uh, i guess
9. Broken a bone: no
10. Drank alcohol: nop
11. Lied: yes, yes i have!
12. Cried in school: no, i wont let people see my cry!
? WHICH IS BETTER..
13. COKE OR PEPSI: pepsi
14. SPRITE OR 7UP: sprite
15. GIRLS OR GUYS: guys
16. FLOWERS OR CANDY:doesnt matter
17. SCRUFF OR CLEAN SHAVEN: depends on the guy
18. QUIET OR LOUD: Depends on the situation
19. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: um, both kick
20. BITCHY OR SLUTTY: Niether!
21. TALL OR SHORT: well, im short so i guess tall?
22. PANTS OR SHORTS: Pants....
? RANDOM QUESTIONS
23. WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST ABOUT A GIRL: um, i dont notice girls...but for guys i look for hair and eyes, and if i talk to them personality
24. LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: John?
25. WORST QUESTION TO ASK: are you ok?
26. SHOWERED: this morning
27. HAD SEX: not yet...probably will soo
28. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:yes, every time im with John i have a kick butt time. and with friends..which most are guys
? WHAT IS..
29. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: its used to be the charm that i stole from my mom, but i gave it to John....
30. PERSON YOU HATE MOST: i dont know...probably a certen girl that broke a certen guys heart
31. THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY: i talked to John
32. YOUR FAVORITE COLOR: blue, or black and/or red
33. MOVIE: Spider-man 1&2 and many more!
34. BOOK: um,
35. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: Photo
36. JUICE: Kool-Aid
37. FAV CAR:donno
38. ICE CREAM:choc chip cookie dough
39. HOLIDAY: halloween
40. SEASON: spring and fa;;
41. BREAKFAST FOOD:i dont eat breakfast
42. PLACE TO GO WITH YOUR HONEY: the lake
? WHO...
43. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: um, John Anderson when i talk to him, but at school, Logue and Tim
44. MAKES YOU SMILE: John
45. GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU TALK TO THEM: John
46. HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: hopefully John, this kid from SillyGoth, and i think Fester does
47. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: John
48. CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER NO MATTER WHAT: John and Will
49. HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: both have ups and downs
DO YOU EVER
50. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: i try not to
51. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS: depends
52. SAVE E-MAILS: sometimes
53. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: yes only on bad days
54. WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: No
55. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: not that i know of
? BEST
56. COLOGNE: Curve, Axe or what ever John uses
57. PERFUME: Joe Boxer's Sweet Pea or what ever that body spry is in my bathroom
58. KISS: John...
59. ROMANTIC MEMORY: there are so many, but probably laying on Johns bed for about an hour, just talking abuot nothing yet everything while there were candles and no one to bother us.
60. MOST RECENT ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU: go around his parents, dont split up!
? HAVE YOU:
61. Fallen for your best friend?: um, no comment?
62. Made out w/ JUST a friend?:almost..
63. Been rejected?: mmhm
64. Been in love?: yep....
65. Been in lust?: mmhm
66. Used someone?: not that i know of
67. Been used? more then likely...
68. Cheated on someone?: almost, but no, i didnt really want to hurt him like that
69. Been cheated on?: you would have to ask him
70. Been kissed?: mmhm
71. Done something you regret?: at the time i did, but then i decided that nothing is worth regreting
? Who was the last person...
72. You touched?: my sister?
73. You talked to?: John
74. You hugged?: Kevin Buttery?
75. You instant messaged?: Kati
76. You kissed?: John
77. You had sex with?: no one....yet...
78. You yelled at?: eather my sister or dad
79. You laughed with?: John
80. Who broke your heart?: ....
81. Who told you they loved you?: John
? Do you..
82. Color your hair? did once
83. Have tattoos? soon my friend, very very soon!
84. Have piercing? ears right now...soon more...
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? mmhm
86. Own a webcam? No
87. Own a thong? ill never tell...
88. Ever get off the damn computer? yes
89. Sprechen sie deutsche? yes me amur
90. Habla espanol? yo comprende, yo no care!
91. Quack? Woof? YAR!
'?Have you / do you / are you...
92. Stolen anything? mmhm
93. Smoke? nop
94. Schizophrenic? more then likely
95. Obsessive? sometimes
96. Compulsive? sometimes
97. Obsessive compulsive? sometimes, but mainly with soda bottle wrapers....LOGUE SHOT UP!
98. Panic? a couple times
99. Anxiety? sometimes
100. Depressed? most of the time
101. Suicidal? was, everyonce in a while i go back to it, but not to often
102. Obsessed with hate? sometimes
103. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? mmhm
104. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? sometimes
105. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? with John, in his room, just laying there..
106. Can you do anything freakish with your body? not that i know of...
107. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others: eyes, and hair...wait does that count?
108. vote for a woman candidate for president?: if she deserved to be president
109. Would you marry for money?: NO
110. Have you had braces? no...
112. Pluck or wax your eye brows? sometimes...and not that much
113. When was the last time you had a hickey?: a few weeks ago....
114. Could you live without a computer?: maybe
115. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: AOL and AIM
116. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: 63
117. If you could live in any past, where would it be? the Romanic age...
118. Do you wear white socks?: sometimes
119. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?:i take them off....god i HATE shoes!
120. What is your favorite fruit?: apple i guess i dont eat much fruit
121. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: white
122. What is your favorite place to visit?:...Johns house
123. What is the last movie you saw? The Forgoten
124. Do you kiss on the first date?: ive never really been on a date
125. Are you photogenic?: hell no
126. Do you dream in color or black and white?: donno
127. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: i was...
128. Is it chipped or fresh?: dont remember
129. Do you have any dimples?: not that i know of
130. Do you remember being born?: No..
131. Why do you take surveys?: i have no life
132. Do you drink alcohol? no
133. Did you like or do you like high school?: eh its ok
134. What is the best accent?British and Irish
mall friday? who wants to go?
<3
~Me~
I feel eyelashes on my cheek
And they lacerate my flesh
A pain so good
Put your hand in mine
Never let go
Never wake up 'cause I'm done with promises
I'm taking blood oaths
Feels likes you could kiss my imperfections
My imperfections away
And I would stand
Stand by your side until the sun turns the sky
All the colors I see in your eyes
I'll never need to see the sun again
There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world
So take me, take my away
Kill me slowly, I'll never be the same
I swear to you, on everything I am
And I dedicare to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die
The bite marks on my neck never felt so good
I'm losing control and it's all that I can do
Not to blackout and fall into lust with you
Your kisses infect me
The dark gift is loving you
And I feel immortal and I want to make you feel the same
So stand by me as we immulate
We can burn in each other's arms