your body shakes for so long
today, was ok. nothing good really happened. computers we had a sub, bio i made a fool of myself yet once again, english i found out that i got a 78 on an in-class essay that i thouhgt i failed due to the fact that i didnt read the chapter that i needed to, history was history and Kravitz was Kravitz, math sucked, study hall i had an intersting conversation with Tracy thats study hall confident, lunch was lunch, then the next two periods of study hall were ok, then i talked to Kevin, and got into an argument with him about how i could beat him and shit. now im talking to like no one, well there is this guy on SillyGoth who is really nice and stuff. and like yeah. well im going to go cause my hads are so cold!
<3
~Me~
A desperate breath inhaled, then it leaves you.
Hollowed out, and you struggle to feel something.
Abandoned eyes that drowned in the disbelief and
doubt, when you woke up Friday morning.
It still seems so surreal.
These scars should slowly heal.
I remember when you kneeled, you didn't say goodbye.
You knew she wasn't gone.
You whispered,
"Until we meet again, you'll be
watching me, I know.
Please save a place for me and when I'm finally
called back home, I'll see you smiling there."
The angels in your bedroom softly sing her name.
It's getting easier to sleep now.
So you feel some comfort, but still it's not the same.
But it's better than the twisted silence.
You woke up Friday morning.