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I feel... quite ill, actually. Really unsettled. And have for the last... oh, hour or so? I hide it well, so I was still chirpy and cheerful during our in-service, but I looked over at Uny half-way through DEALING WITH ANGER: THE CHILDRENS AND YOURS and asked her if she'd drive home because I feel dizzy. Then, we did yoga. Because Tessi told us to. So we did.
And now I feel more unsettled and more unbalanced and more dizzier. I feel really dehydrated, too, which is ... insane-ish. And I really really really want to stop thinking in patterns, which is what I'm doing right now, and it's driving me more in circles and making me more dizzier. x_x And I really really really don't want to think of food or voices or work or anything. I feel VERY overloaded. And VERY unhappy about it.
I really hope this unsettled feeling does not last until tomorrow. I will be a wreck. Especially since I was told to come in late and close the damned place. x_x;;
Guh.
And now I feel more unsettled and more unbalanced and more dizzier. I feel really dehydrated, too, which is ... insane-ish. And I really really really want to stop thinking in patterns, which is what I'm doing right now, and it's driving me more in circles and making me more dizzier. x_x And I really really really don't want to think of food or voices or work or anything. I feel VERY overloaded. And VERY unhappy about it.
I really hope this unsettled feeling does not last until tomorrow. I will be a wreck. Especially since I was told to come in late and close the damned place. x_x;;
Guh.