My sinuses feel like they're on FIRE!!!!
>__>
I am frustrated that I don't have the most recent copy of my revisions on the laptop. I remind Qui to e-mail them at me, plzkthnx. ;_;
VERY hot here today. And VERY humid. Want to melt.
Calling insurance company today to go "Okay, so WTF, and when can I get my car back? ;_; " Also going to call with a question about rental cars (how long do they cover me for one, primarily). Wondering if the rental cars come in hybrid versions. o_O Would totally love driving a hybrid for a week. Then would stop having this insanely guilty feeling that I'm killing the planet. ;_;
Stupid guilt. No one else feels this way that I talk to.
We need less vaccines, and we need to kill more babies. ~__~ We do. Less babies for the world, dammit! DAMMIT! GAH!
I feel like such a hypocrite saying that, though. I want babies. I like being healthy. DAMMIT! DAMMIT A THOUSAND TIMES DAMMIT! GAH!
Feh.
Had another dream about fishing. In a deep, clear stream where I could see the bottom and all the fish in it. Caught a sting ray, a carp, and a flounder in a stream that had no headwaters and kind of cycled around itself down a pair of waterfalls and then up again somewhere. The fishermen looked all weird at me, random old men fly fishing at the top of the waterfall, because I fished at the bottom of the waterfalls where the rapids sucked water down into the earth. The woods were golden with sunlight, and brown, but not very green. The fishermen were using nets to drop their fish in, but I didn't have one. I was frustrated by this, but stopped when I found a school of skeleton fish swimming around all over the place. This is clearly the result of "We <3 Katamari", which has schools of skeleton fish swimming around all over the place in the pond level. XD;
stingray
Fluidity of movement, agility, and the ability to lay low and camoflage oneself (especially emotionally).To dream of a stingray means that you are getting in touch with these aspects of yourself, or that these characteristics will come in handy for you sometime soon. Occasionally, a stingray in a dream means that you'd benefit by having less of these qualities right now. A stingray can also represent a person who you feel is showing these qualities.
Fish
To see fish swimming freely in clear water is an omen of wealth and personal power. If you were fishing in clear water and could see the fish bite, it indicates that you will discover or acquire some knowledge that can be used very advantageously. Dead fish either in their natural habitat or in a market are an omen of disappointment or discouragement. To dream of catching a fish is an augury of success, and the bigger the fish, the bigger the success. If you saw a fish moving its fins, you can expect to be freed of any worrying responsibilities. If your dream featured carp, it is a warning against subjecting yourself to criticism through ill-considered actions. Eating or cooking fish (except carp) is considered a general good omen for your current undertakings. If your dream involved a fishnet, it means reverses if the net was empty, success if it was full and disappointment if it was torn. But if the net was torn but still had fish in it, it signifies success of a limited nature. Tropical or goldfish in tanks, bowls or pools indicate ephemeral pleasures. Baiting a fishhook in a dream is a prediction of a passionate new love affair--and if you're not eligible, it will be someone close enough to share the excitement with you. To get a fishhook stuck in any part of the body is a warning against deceitful acquaintances. To dream of seeing a variety of live, edible fish of rather uncommon species, such as salmon, trout, etc., indicates an increase in social activity and prestige. A dream of trying to hold a fish that wriggles out of your grasp has an obvious meaning; you must be prepared to lower your sights or find a new liaison. Oddly enough, really rotten fish are an exception to the dead-fish rule and are a sign of a sudden, large increase in income.
Fish
To see fish swimming in your dream, signifies insights from your unconscious mind. Thus to catch a fish, represents insights which have been brought to the surface. The fish is also an ancient symbol of Christianity and Christian beliefs. Consider also the common phrases "like a cold fish", "fish out of water" or something that is "fishy" about a situation. It may also imply a slippery or elusive situation. To dream that you are eating fish, symbolizes your beliefs, spirituality, luck, energy and nourishment. It is food for the soul. To see a dead fish, signifies disappointment and loss of power/wealth. To dream of cooking fish, indicates that you are incorporating your new realizations with your spiritual feelings and knowledge. To dream that you are cleaning fish, suggests that you are altering your emotional expression in a way that will be presentable to others. You are censoring yourself and not expressing how you completely feel.
Fisherman
To see a fisherman in your dream, signifies greater prosperity in the near future.
Fishhooks
To see fishhooks in your dream, signifies marvellous opportunities to make yourself a fortune and an honourable name if you rightly applied them.
Fishing
To dream that you are fishing, indicates that you are confronting and bringing your repressed emotions to the surface. In particular, to dream that you are ice fishing, suggests that you are breaking through a hardened emotional barrier and confronting difficult feelings from your unconscious. Consider the common phrase "fishing for compliments".
Fishing Rod
To see a fishing rod in your dream, represents your quest and exploration of your unconscious mind. You are ready to confront issues and emotions which you have suppressed.
Fishnet
To see a fishnet in your dream, indicates a fear of being found out or caught in the act.
Yeah. /THAT
XD *weird*