(no subject)
You may think that I don’t see you,
But you’re wrong,
I see your every move,
Every mocking glance you throw my way.
But I don’t care what you think,
I used to,
Oh yes,
I was obsessed with wanting you to accept me.
It’s changed now,
I just see you as the asshole you are,
Because that’s all you’ve ever been,
I was just too blind to see it.
I couldn’t see past the cool exterior look,
I could see past the kind word every so often,
I couldn’t see past your smallish frame,
I couldn’t see past you.
But now I can,
The condescending look in your eye,
You hold that for everyone,
Judging them.
No one will ever live up to your standards,
Ever.
I can see that now.
You say you want a reason to like me?
I will not give you one,
I don’t have to prove myself to you,
Or anyone for that matter,
I live up to my standards.
My expectations for myself are all I want to live up to,
I don’t want to try to impress you,
I will not waste my time on it anymore,
You are dead to me.
Dead.