So, a year ago today, I asked you to marry me. I know that's probably not the proposal you want to remember given what happened after, but I can't quite bring myself to regret it. The pain I caused you, the stupidity of taking it back... that I regret. But, not asking you in the first place.
Which, should probably be pretty apparent considering where we are now, eh?
Being with you is not anything I really pictured happening. I never would've predicted it. But, I also can't picture it any other way now. I don't know if it's just because of this place or if we could've had it back home, too, but I just know it feels like it's exactly how it's supposed to be. I'm supposed to be with you and I don't want it any other way.
I know it took me awhile to get around to accepting that and I still hate how much pain I put you through to get here. I can only ask that you'll forgive me and just keep loving me the way you always have. Because I don't know what I'd do without you anymore.
I realize I probably don't need to say any of this, but I figure if I can't do it today, when can I?
Love you forever and always and in a completely GAY way,
So, a year ago today, I asked you to marry me. I know that's probably not the proposal you want to remember given what happened after, but I can't quite bring myself to regret it. The pain I caused you, the stupidity of taking it back... that I regret. But, not asking you in the first place.
Which, should probably be pretty apparent considering where we are now, eh?
Being with you is not anything I really pictured happening. I never would've predicted it. But, I also can't picture it any other way now. I don't know if it's just because of this place or if we could've had it back home, too, but I just know it feels like it's exactly how it's supposed to be. I'm supposed to be with you and I don't want it any other way.
I know it took me awhile to get around to accepting that and I still hate how much pain I put you through to get here. I can only ask that you'll forgive me and just keep loving me the way you always have. Because I don't know what I'd do without you anymore.
I realize I probably don't need to say any of this, but I figure if I can't do it today, when can I?
Love you forever and always and in a completely GAY way,
Chris
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