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so my lj disappearing for a few weeks i guess was just a symbol of my life lately.i know that running away from things dont make them go away, but one can hope. although i cant exactly pin point the disfunctionality of my hectic life, i can say that it seems as though i am just floating along throught the days, and before i know it, i have fallen asleep and woken up to another day filled with repetive, lifeless acts. is this even normal??
i mean i understand the college life contains many nights you cant remember, but i believe that is usually in regards to some form of over intoxication. my situations dont seem to fit accordingly into that catagory.well not all of them!dont get me wrong ive had some unforgettable evenings lately but none of which seem to be those i would like to remember.but what can ya do right??anyways,i guess you can say i now live in a dorm room with three boys....most girls find this to be intriguing, but i just miss home!
wherever that actually is now. my parents put my house up for sale and are moving over an hour away. my mom is changing jobs after 30 years, my parents bought a gym for private personally training and i havent been to my own apartment in about 3 weeks.im sure this can kind of give the impression of what has been going on in the hectic world of ME!i have to say, you never realize what you have until its gone!i thought i would have learned that by now, but apparently even i have alot more to learn then i thought.im done with my gripeing...but im sure ill be back!!
i mean i understand the college life contains many nights you cant remember, but i believe that is usually in regards to some form of over intoxication. my situations dont seem to fit accordingly into that catagory.well not all of them!dont get me wrong ive had some unforgettable evenings lately but none of which seem to be those i would like to remember.but what can ya do right??anyways,i guess you can say i now live in a dorm room with three boys....most girls find this to be intriguing, but i just miss home!
wherever that actually is now. my parents put my house up for sale and are moving over an hour away. my mom is changing jobs after 30 years, my parents bought a gym for private personally training and i havent been to my own apartment in about 3 weeks.im sure this can kind of give the impression of what has been going on in the hectic world of ME!i have to say, you never realize what you have until its gone!i thought i would have learned that by now, but apparently even i have alot more to learn then i thought.im done with my gripeing...but im sure ill be back!!