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i dunno wut to really say...................................................................................................... im just kinda shocked....still.... thats bad. its been 2 days since we broke up and i still cant believe it. i miss him so freakin much its not even funny. its horrible any time at all that im by myself i freak out cuz i miss him. with time i now that will go away but this is now...and its deffinitly here. i was looking for a song so it could be easy for me to post on how i was doin but i couldnt een find a song with lyrics to describe how i feel. its so....like.....sad. its just plain sad. i dunno wen its gonna end but this is really suckin....i went to the game tonight with fefi and mayan....it was fun but he was in my head the whole night. ofcourse. i went shopping today and got some cute stuff. that was the first time i had been to the mall in sooooooo long and it felt so good. shopping is therapy. i dunno wut to say. im really chilled out...like im really mellow right now. maybe its cuz im cold....or maybe its cuz im really sad. or maybe its just cuz im cold and sad. who knows....im gonna try and escape this feeling with some sleep. night loves.