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i'm not a fan though i try to be. it's gotten down to good days and bad days, and quite honestly, they usually turn into good days because of you guys.
playing drums with paul is something rather bright and enjoyable. it's been a long while since i've been behind a kit and it thoroughly makes me smile. it's beyond wonderful to create again, especially with good hearted and talented people.
a tad bummed that i can't hit up john's on saturday purely for the fact that it is john's party. i'm usually a die-hard for those events and show up even though i have to do the church shift on sunday. this saturday, though, is a chance to hit up luna's costume party that i've never attended...
...AS SPIDERMAN!
plus lorna and i should have a good time. yay drink specials.
everyone seems to be doing well as of late and that is refreshing to hear. some old friends are popping out of the woodwork and have me thinking again, which is usually a bonus. my creative output seems to have increased through either stagnation or strife.
you know how i feel about strife.
i know these things pass in time, but it's going to be a long time before unconditional is diluted. i miss and love her dearly, but i haven't forgot my place and who i am. sometimes different times in one's life gets in the way, but it can be for the better. she will always have a home in my heart, just as few others have.
i want nothing but the best for you vix, and above all, for you to be happy. you're definitely cut out for what you're going into, and i've seen no one better at the chances you have. my complete faith is in you.
as for me? time to regroup. it's a slow process, but i've got resources, support, and the know-how. it's just going to be a slow process to elsewhere. this is where we cross our fingers, because i honestly don't know what my next step is.
time to find out.
also time to go find the dollar suit for work tonight. holla!
playing drums with paul is something rather bright and enjoyable. it's been a long while since i've been behind a kit and it thoroughly makes me smile. it's beyond wonderful to create again, especially with good hearted and talented people.
a tad bummed that i can't hit up john's on saturday purely for the fact that it is john's party. i'm usually a die-hard for those events and show up even though i have to do the church shift on sunday. this saturday, though, is a chance to hit up luna's costume party that i've never attended...
...AS SPIDERMAN!
plus lorna and i should have a good time. yay drink specials.
everyone seems to be doing well as of late and that is refreshing to hear. some old friends are popping out of the woodwork and have me thinking again, which is usually a bonus. my creative output seems to have increased through either stagnation or strife.
you know how i feel about strife.
i know these things pass in time, but it's going to be a long time before unconditional is diluted. i miss and love her dearly, but i haven't forgot my place and who i am. sometimes different times in one's life gets in the way, but it can be for the better. she will always have a home in my heart, just as few others have.
i want nothing but the best for you vix, and above all, for you to be happy. you're definitely cut out for what you're going into, and i've seen no one better at the chances you have. my complete faith is in you.
as for me? time to regroup. it's a slow process, but i've got resources, support, and the know-how. it's just going to be a slow process to elsewhere. this is where we cross our fingers, because i honestly don't know what my next step is.
time to find out.
also time to go find the dollar suit for work tonight. holla!