Tied up and Twisted...
So I don't really know what is going on with me lately. For the longest time I was in the best mood and now BAM... sadsville again. And angry. I am thinking that I have an anger problem - not so much that I am always angry but that when you piss me off... then you are DONE. Call it anger, call it stuborness, call it immaturity, call it what ever you want but once I get angry at you I just can't let go of it.
So with that being said I am having problems with her again. Yes her - you know who SHE is. Ladeda... Damnit she pisses me off to no extent!!!!!!! EXCLAMATION POINT
SHE IS DRIVING ME INSANE!!!! And it makes me even more mad at her to know that I allow her and her pettiness to get to me. Everyday... when I see her I just want to scream bloody murder! At her.. lol I am a much better person than this and I think that that just fuels the anger because I know that I shouldn't stoop down to her level and yet I do every time. It is infuriating.
Ok so I have to change the subject before my blood pressure spikes and I have a stroke and it will be all her fault!!
Onto other things. I went to the doctors last week and my doctor told me that I have absolutely nothing to worry about - it isn't cancer and every thing is all good! :) If I find any more lumps then I have to get myself into her office ASAP but these that we have found so far are nothing to worry about! I am so excited about that. I really didn't realize how upset I was about the whole issue until it was over. I was very worried. But now things are good and that has been lifted off of my shoulders.
Terry will be here this weekend! I am so excited about this. I was really thinking that I was not going to be able to see him unitl Thanksgiving BUT now I get to see him on Saturday!!! Wooo hooo!! Yay!!!
Anyhow... the other day I gave my friend Erin some advice and we completely had a Sex and the City moment... lmao it was so funny. She said that I was a Carrie to her Samantha and it was really odd because I am a Charlotte... You would have to know us to get that inside joke but oh well I thought it was GREAT!!!
I have to get going I am headed to lunch with Josh and Travis!
I might update later - it depends on how things go!
So with that being said I am having problems with her again. Yes her - you know who SHE is. Ladeda... Damnit she pisses me off to no extent!!!!!!! EXCLAMATION POINT
SHE IS DRIVING ME INSANE!!!! And it makes me even more mad at her to know that I allow her and her pettiness to get to me. Everyday... when I see her I just want to scream bloody murder! At her.. lol I am a much better person than this and I think that that just fuels the anger because I know that I shouldn't stoop down to her level and yet I do every time. It is infuriating.
Ok so I have to change the subject before my blood pressure spikes and I have a stroke and it will be all her fault!!
Onto other things. I went to the doctors last week and my doctor told me that I have absolutely nothing to worry about - it isn't cancer and every thing is all good! :) If I find any more lumps then I have to get myself into her office ASAP but these that we have found so far are nothing to worry about! I am so excited about that. I really didn't realize how upset I was about the whole issue until it was over. I was very worried. But now things are good and that has been lifted off of my shoulders.
Terry will be here this weekend! I am so excited about this. I was really thinking that I was not going to be able to see him unitl Thanksgiving BUT now I get to see him on Saturday!!! Wooo hooo!! Yay!!!
Anyhow... the other day I gave my friend Erin some advice and we completely had a Sex and the City moment... lmao it was so funny. She said that I was a Carrie to her Samantha and it was really odd because I am a Charlotte... You would have to know us to get that inside joke but oh well I thought it was GREAT!!!
I have to get going I am headed to lunch with Josh and Travis!
I might update later - it depends on how things go!