Good feelings fade quickly...
Well well well...
Terry was here this weekend and things were quite interesting. I feel much better about where we are right now. I think that we are much stronger than ever before and it give me great comfort to know that.
Yesterday we got up and got ready and went shopping at Waterford Lakes. I bought a Dutch Oven (big pot that you can use on the stove or put in the oven with a spiffy glass lid) at Target. Then we went to Best Buy so he could get something with the gift certificate that my sister and Erick got him for his birthday. Then we got lunch at Amigos. Oh GOD! It was sooo yummy!!! They have this appetizer called Tableside Guacamole and a manager actually comes to your table and makes fresh guacamole for you. It was soooo yummy!!
So I have been doing this thing - in part to save some cash and in part to save some time. By the time I get home from work between the traffic and the long day at an EXTREMELY hectic and emotional office I am absolutely exhausted. So I really hate to cook dinner and then clean everything up. So I decided that every Sunday I am going to make a rather large dinner and put it in tupperware for the rest of the week. Last week I made this thing called Chicken Broccoli Bake and last night I made pot roast. I have enough for the entire week so I don't have to cook or clean up a lot during the week.
So yesterday I was sitting on the floor with Terry watching TV and the thought came to me. I told him that in a few months this was really going to be our life - watching tv and just being together on a Sunday night except he wouldn't be leaving the next morning to go back to California. He grinned at me and agreed and added that we would also have a pup or 2 roaming around.
I can not tell you how much I want this. I want to have a life with him. WITH him here not leaving for LA when the weekend is over. I want it all. I want to get married and be together. It is killing me to know that I still have 7 months to go. But at least there is an end in sight. It is around the corner. I have done this for almost 7 years so another 7 months isn't going to kill me. I just can NOT wait for it to get here.
Wow... that was some random babble
I must get going. I have got to get some work done. Between lj and chocolatelabs.com and cnn.com - I have gotten very little done today.
Terry was here this weekend and things were quite interesting. I feel much better about where we are right now. I think that we are much stronger than ever before and it give me great comfort to know that.
Yesterday we got up and got ready and went shopping at Waterford Lakes. I bought a Dutch Oven (big pot that you can use on the stove or put in the oven with a spiffy glass lid) at Target. Then we went to Best Buy so he could get something with the gift certificate that my sister and Erick got him for his birthday. Then we got lunch at Amigos. Oh GOD! It was sooo yummy!!! They have this appetizer called Tableside Guacamole and a manager actually comes to your table and makes fresh guacamole for you. It was soooo yummy!!
So I have been doing this thing - in part to save some cash and in part to save some time. By the time I get home from work between the traffic and the long day at an EXTREMELY hectic and emotional office I am absolutely exhausted. So I really hate to cook dinner and then clean everything up. So I decided that every Sunday I am going to make a rather large dinner and put it in tupperware for the rest of the week. Last week I made this thing called Chicken Broccoli Bake and last night I made pot roast. I have enough for the entire week so I don't have to cook or clean up a lot during the week.
So yesterday I was sitting on the floor with Terry watching TV and the thought came to me. I told him that in a few months this was really going to be our life - watching tv and just being together on a Sunday night except he wouldn't be leaving the next morning to go back to California. He grinned at me and agreed and added that we would also have a pup or 2 roaming around.
I can not tell you how much I want this. I want to have a life with him. WITH him here not leaving for LA when the weekend is over. I want it all. I want to get married and be together. It is killing me to know that I still have 7 months to go. But at least there is an end in sight. It is around the corner. I have done this for almost 7 years so another 7 months isn't going to kill me. I just can NOT wait for it to get here.
Wow... that was some random babble
I must get going. I have got to get some work done. Between lj and chocolatelabs.com and cnn.com - I have gotten very little done today.