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[mopun]

i fucked myself over by being so cocky. but how the hell was i supposed to know? wasn't someone supposed to tell me that i did need to raise my scores and i needed to spend my boring summers interning and ap courses aren't rigorous in this application pool? and why the fuck did i think i knew anything when i picked schools. i applied to five; i might as well have applied to one. and this is me, who always blabs about diversity. i don't see myself ANYWHERE next year. its fruuuustrating. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg.

and why didnt anybody tell me to watch scrubs on thursday?