so yea
While living with V she cheated on me almot the whole time. She was also doin heroine a lot. Things weren't cool. I and she wanted me get a job, but she went out alot go do stuff(other guys) and i was stuck home. I was made to feel like shit for not trying to find a job. I wasn't able to though, do her sleeping around.
I've ben away from my friends for too long. I'm so god fucking damn lonely. It kinda feels like being locked in a cell for months with nothing but yourself to keep sane. I think we all know how nuts I am. Its been hell. I'm now more than a few hours away from home, and it hurts.
It turns out my dad is making pay for ALL the gas he uses to drive me around and rent is 50 dollars more than what he pys for his place....................thats what i pay...................it looks like im making 1700 a month with only 750 to banks......thats after EVERYTHING..........
At least its money coming in..........................................I guess its not enough...................oh god i need help. I just cant do everything...........im alone and i need my friends............
I need toj and scott and drac and everyone....................................things are just so hard right now. I'm really going nuts. i dont know how much I can take before I just fucking snap......................I just wish someone would help me ike my firends,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,and i haven't had that in too long of time.
Whats a Mop to do......................theres suh a simple answer................but thats too easy......................im only 25 and I'm ready to just give up all together..................
I did this to myself........................Its my problem...................but still........................my friends would make this so much better!
DTTM
I'm not mortal.................boo on mop.
I've ben away from my friends for too long. I'm so god fucking damn lonely. It kinda feels like being locked in a cell for months with nothing but yourself to keep sane. I think we all know how nuts I am. Its been hell. I'm now more than a few hours away from home, and it hurts.
It turns out my dad is making pay for ALL the gas he uses to drive me around and rent is 50 dollars more than what he pys for his place....................thats what i pay...................it looks like im making 1700 a month with only 750 to banks......thats after EVERYTHING..........
At least its money coming in..........................................I guess its not enough...................oh god i need help. I just cant do everything...........im alone and i need my friends............
I need toj and scott and drac and everyone....................................things are just so hard right now. I'm really going nuts. i dont know how much I can take before I just fucking snap......................I just wish someone would help me ike my firends,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,and i haven't had that in too long of time.
Whats a Mop to do......................theres suh a simple answer................but thats too easy......................im only 25 and I'm ready to just give up all together..................
I did this to myself........................Its my problem...................but still........................my friends would make this so much better!
DTTM
I'm not mortal.................boo on mop.