looking down on me
So I talked to one of my best friends today and she told me i'm ugly. Not look wise, but on the inside. And I guess I would have to agree. I don't know why but it really cut me to the core. After everything i've done, good and bad, I guess it just kinda hurts. The fucked up thing is that I know I'm not going to change the way I do things or how I act or anything. So I guess I just have to face the fact that I'm not a "good person". Its pretty tight. Things sure have changed a lot recently, but not me. Perhaps I should try and work on it, but will I really. I really need to change the way I think about things and people. If I'm considered "ugly" what should I think about other people? I guess I have something important to think about for awhile, finally.