WARNING: RANT
It has been months that I have been thinking of resigning from my work....
Everyday I go to work uninspired .... my mind is on other matter....I aint as efficient as before
well in fact that I should be since I gained more knowledge with my loooooong stay in
this industry that I am in....
I started from the lowest of ranks in this company and now I could say that I am one of those
on top of the company...I have secured my position....it's not because I am
related with my boss, hell no, the mere fact that I call her boss
means that I try my best to be professional in
the work place. Hell she even scold
me more often than her other
staff even tho its not
my fault.
At first I was genuinely happy, I take problems as challenges and there was no challenge
that I didn't overcome or backed out from. I was the "key" to the company's success
from being one of the lamest our company soared up to the 2nd rank
my boss became rich and I earned a lot and was able to provide
well for my family. I was living the life so to speak.
But I lost it....I no longer face the challenges with much gusto as before
hell I even put them off until the time comes that I really
need to solve them. It's like am a diff
person from the one I use to be...
I dunno what's happening....in this time of crisis I should be clinging
dearly to my job but it's like sucking away my life force. I wonder if I would ever get out
of this shitty feeling that I am in....will I be able to recover and raise this new company that am handling into
higher grounds the same way that I did it with the other company that my boss assigned me with before?
I dunno.....I am giving myself a deadline....if things wont pick up then I have no more reason
to stay here...I would probably bum for a while then restart with a diff industry
wish me luck.