Last day o classes!
K... so I don't get it. Last night I was invited to be the fourth player in a game of 500. It was with two guys I know from band and our interim band director, Jen. It was mostly fun... but one of those situations where if you want to be heard you better have something damn cool to say otherwise you'll get tuned out. I hate that. I don't get that. Cuz then I always end up just sitting there listening, cuz I hate having to yell and be like "listen to ME! I'm COOL!" I shouldn't have to give you a show for you to give me the time of day. Do people just think they are too cool for school or what?! I'm sick of feeling like I have to be good enough for everyone else if I want them to not treat me like scum. That's crap. But I don't know what to do in a situation like last night.... siiigh. This campus is FULL of people who are at the center of their universe and have the highest opinion of themsevles..
But I promise not to make this a purely bitching journal (although sometimes the things I am most frustrated about I can't really talk to anyone about- or no one would want to listen to). But it's the last day of classes! Yay! I skipped my social deviance class this morning for about the umpteenth time but I found out that we got our papers back today... mine was total crap. I wasn't really worried about it at the time, but... what if I got an f?? I need these credits to graduate!! I'll just have to actually study for the final. It's one of those profs who NO one knows what the heck he wants- his grading seems like it's totally arbitrary. Anyway, must stop skipping classes and be off to my last one!
But I promise not to make this a purely bitching journal (although sometimes the things I am most frustrated about I can't really talk to anyone about- or no one would want to listen to). But it's the last day of classes! Yay! I skipped my social deviance class this morning for about the umpteenth time but I found out that we got our papers back today... mine was total crap. I wasn't really worried about it at the time, but... what if I got an f?? I need these credits to graduate!! I'll just have to actually study for the final. It's one of those profs who NO one knows what the heck he wants- his grading seems like it's totally arbitrary. Anyway, must stop skipping classes and be off to my last one!