shot in the dark

[mophandlemama]

This is very weird of me
I admit that
but my dreams have been such
as of late
that I wake up happy
to have woken up
cause the things from my past
that have been buried by time
resurface
which is usually disregarded
except that
the repetition of characters
is alarming
and the context of his manifestation
is unpredictable
positive/negative
casual/intricate
past/present
and the vaguely recalled words
of a relatively recent conversation
about the recognition of spirit
or lack of
(finally not being the antecedent)
help me to feel
what can only be approximated
accurately though
as a previous observer
however
I know nothing about now
what has transpired
or the you that you are now
proximity isn't applicable
and I am flawed beyond recognition
there once was a time
but to see fractions of seconds
containing a frame I used to know
understanding the essence
of what is not captured
is still heartbreaking
which I'm sure is meaningless
especially considering
but
I wish you were happy..