what is going on?
hey, it's me again. yesterday was my trial entry. today is my first real one. unfortunately it'll have to start off bad and wierd. today went pretty much like any other day untill i got home and found out that one of my good friends that i've been talking to for almost a year doesn't want me to ever contact him again. claims he can't explain why. why does everyone do this to me? what's wrong with me? why do i drive everybody away?