Meh
So today is Father's Day and as usual I am left feeling like crap about the whole thing. I do this to myself every year though. Make myself feel like crap because I hate the thought of being different. Just once though I would like to be able to do something fun and exciting on Father's Day. For someone who is my Father. Not just doing it for my Uncle or Grandpa. I want to be a daddies girl. Just once I would like to know what it feels like to run to daddy when thing's go wrong. I love my mom, but I hate running to her all the time. Anyway, new subject. I am making myself sad and depressed again.
On the bright side Kari and I for sure have our apartment now. So we will be there aand hopefully settled in 2 weeks. I can't wait. I already recrutied my little sister for help moving and everything. She is getting 100 bucks out of the deal so she ain't walking away empty handed. Plus on breaks she gets to lounge around by the pool. And she gets to help take care of our kitten so she will have fun. Kari and I already said as soon as we are moved in we are getting shit faced. We deserve it, with dealing with all this stress andwith Bitch Faced Whore. I am happy she is pretty much all out of our old place. So I only have to deal with her at work and that is if she din't get fired. Kari said she might. I hope so. Then how will she pay for that pretty little apartment of hers because I know her friend won't pay for it all. I don't think he has the money for it. Oh well. I could care less. I just will have a good laugh if it all falls apart. But yea, I got to go. Kari will be picking me up soon. I will write more later.
P.S. Wish me luck I start my new job tomorrow! YAY! Go me!!