this could be good

[mop_it_up]

hmm...well its awesome that no one reads this shit, i could probably really really vent on here and not have it be some fucking dramatic shit like xanga has become. i hate when ppl pull that shit....cuz it is afterall MY xanga or whosevers xanga and its crazy how they cant even write how they are feeling because people will FLIP THE FUCK OUT.

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Love is like a flying feather

[sheepy_breaker]

Wow the song wonderwall is on and i am kinda ignoring you on aim right now for a reason. i guess cuzs its hard to wait for a response and scarey too i dont know its like the whole thing about how love came up and you said that would be nice and i really think it would be too but im like wondering if it will happen and when and how it happens its just uncertin like friday and saturday made me so happy like i was just like euphoric and like i see cupples at my school and i get like spitefull jelouse towards em like oh we diffentally make a better cupple ect ect and i honestly think we do but like your honestly there 24 hours a day in my head and it wont go away your like my new drug of choice and thats so great like im finally trying to work really hard to impress myself that why i decied to make a date that i must at least wait minume till i use anything agian even cigs and thats the last day of school. like you leave me with this feeling of wanting to do amazing things with myself and though things dont always plan out and go the way we want them too they just kinda work out anyways and we have fun regaurdless even if it does get a little messy LOL but as time ticks away and highschool scoical life and popularity fade and your left with nothing but distant memories and people you wish you could still talk to i feel like you'll always be there and that you will always have that amazing smile on your face trying to push eachother to do the best we can and help inspire each others dreams and left one anther up when there down i feel like i could take a bullet for you or even give my life to save yours like i have never felt this way about any one i dont get jelouse over Hot body contest or worry when i wait up wondering at night if youll get home safely. everything seems to be falling in place ever since i placed that phone call to you after one of the most amazing nights i've had in god knows how long. I dont know really what these feels are and what to call them but i mean it feels like i could just be in a room with a houndred people and every single one would seem non-exsitent because your there you dont even have to be by me i can just feel and sence what your thinking i mean at times it freakes me out at times but i know that just my own insecerites but i just want you to know that i feel so impoartant being in your life and that everything is falling into place that this moment this time we have no matter how long we have it should cherish it to the most we can Margaret Ofelia Pelligrino happy valentines day i hope it was a good one and though we werent there in person it doesnt matter its the fact we keept each other in the most important place...our hearts