bahhh humbug.
i've been anti-social.
and i apologise.
HI MUFFINS, YOU GUYS KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE YOU RIGHT?
the way an ice-cream loves the freezer.
to those who have tried to check up on me (heli...heli...and erm yeh heli. love you bebe.) i'm so sorry if i made it seem as if i was snubbing you. i didn't return phone calls, sms's and replies on msn cuz i didn't want you guys to hear me snarling. i.e. i didn't want the convo to go something along the lines of:
(made-up convo)
friend: hi maria!! =) omg i have talked to you for ages, miss you!
maria: go eat a penis.
friend: ...bitch.
not used to these mood swings. the ups are great. the only downside of the ups is that they don't last long. maybe i'm just being insanely over-sensitive about what he thinks of me (or doesn't think of me), i don't know. but my brain's turned into a mine field. and everytime something triggers negative thoughts...well boom boom fucken bang.
We're here and now,
will we ever be again?
Cuz i have found
all that shimmers in this world is sure to
fade...
away..
again.
anyhoodles, how's everyone been? good muchly much i hope =)
i'll confess, i have a weird craving. i really want to hear laughter. whether it be with me, or at me. i don't care...it'll be a nice change from the usual put-her-down lectures.
maybe i'm turning into this nostalgic p.o.s, but seriously...lunchtime laugh sessions up in the h.s.i.e rooms were the bomb. each person had their own way of tinkling (laughing that is, not peeing =P), but in the end all the separate hee-ing and haw-hawings blended and became this massive HAHAHAHAH - ROFL - ROFL - *dies of stomach cramps* group laugh.
ahhhh those were the days, my young friends =)
but there's no need for me to be sentimental hay? we'll be seeing each other soon at spiff and lizzy's GG thing anyway!
THREE CHEERS.
zomg...i WILL return your phone calls from now on. and if i start going off my rocker at you for no reason, just tell me to stfu then politely hang up on me =) oh oh and is anyone planning to get their provisional license this hols? CALL ME.
i'll be your pimp.
just joking, let's bitch about reverse parking. yayy!
zomg zomg i need a life.
HELLO ROAD TRIP? lol. guys...can we just you know, pack a bag of clothes, a basket of food, round the ppl up and GET THE FUDGEN OUT OF SYDNEY? if no-one wants to drive, can someone WALK with me? lol lol i just want to walk up to the "you are now leaving Sydney" sign (if such sign exists), kiss it, then walk back home.
And if you die of exhaustion along the way, i'll dig a hole, bury you, then maybe unbury you later and pay for your funeral =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)
SHOW OF HANDS IF YOU'RE IN!!! Yay, nay or maybe?
um okay 3am weird babbles are starting to kick in, better hit the sack.
bye munchkins!
still a bit early, but good luck and well-wishes for offers in the main round =)
LOVE YOU GUYS
(if you squint bright neon lights light up that phrase)
p.s. speaking of lights, why do some houses still have xmas lights up? can't they tell that xmas is over...like helllooooo so last century. or maybe the ppl inside the houses are dead. O_O scary thought.
and i apologise.
HI MUFFINS, YOU GUYS KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE YOU RIGHT?
the way an ice-cream loves the freezer.
to those who have tried to check up on me (heli...heli...and erm yeh heli. love you bebe.) i'm so sorry if i made it seem as if i was snubbing you. i didn't return phone calls, sms's and replies on msn cuz i didn't want you guys to hear me snarling. i.e. i didn't want the convo to go something along the lines of:
(made-up convo)
friend: hi maria!! =) omg i have talked to you for ages, miss you!
maria: go eat a penis.
friend: ...bitch.
not used to these mood swings. the ups are great. the only downside of the ups is that they don't last long. maybe i'm just being insanely over-sensitive about what he thinks of me (or doesn't think of me), i don't know. but my brain's turned into a mine field. and everytime something triggers negative thoughts...well boom boom fucken bang.
We're here and now,
will we ever be again?
Cuz i have found
all that shimmers in this world is sure to
fade...
away..
again.
anyhoodles, how's everyone been? good muchly much i hope =)
i'll confess, i have a weird craving. i really want to hear laughter. whether it be with me, or at me. i don't care...it'll be a nice change from the usual put-her-down lectures.
maybe i'm turning into this nostalgic p.o.s, but seriously...lunchtime laugh sessions up in the h.s.i.e rooms were the bomb. each person had their own way of tinkling (laughing that is, not peeing =P), but in the end all the separate hee-ing and haw-hawings blended and became this massive HAHAHAHAH - ROFL - ROFL - *dies of stomach cramps* group laugh.
ahhhh those were the days, my young friends =)
but there's no need for me to be sentimental hay? we'll be seeing each other soon at spiff and lizzy's GG thing anyway!
THREE CHEERS.
zomg...i WILL return your phone calls from now on. and if i start going off my rocker at you for no reason, just tell me to stfu then politely hang up on me =) oh oh and is anyone planning to get their provisional license this hols? CALL ME.
i'll be your pimp.
just joking, let's bitch about reverse parking. yayy!
zomg zomg i need a life.
HELLO ROAD TRIP? lol. guys...can we just you know, pack a bag of clothes, a basket of food, round the ppl up and GET THE FUDGEN OUT OF SYDNEY? if no-one wants to drive, can someone WALK with me? lol lol i just want to walk up to the "you are now leaving Sydney" sign (if such sign exists), kiss it, then walk back home.
And if you die of exhaustion along the way, i'll dig a hole, bury you, then maybe unbury you later and pay for your funeral =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)
SHOW OF HANDS IF YOU'RE IN!!! Yay, nay or maybe?
um okay 3am weird babbles are starting to kick in, better hit the sack.
bye munchkins!
still a bit early, but good luck and well-wishes for offers in the main round =)
LOVE YOU GUYS
(if you squint bright neon lights light up that phrase)
p.s. speaking of lights, why do some houses still have xmas lights up? can't they tell that xmas is over...like helllooooo so last century. or maybe the ppl inside the houses are dead. O_O scary thought.