Mar 12, 2009 15:14
Its been two weeks.. I am trying my best not to get bothered.
I am swamped with work actually. Not going smoothly. Given the current market situation, I have been getting tonnes of rejections. I need to get something. A lil boost to move. I have SO many ideas in my mind that I want to implement and SO many things I need to do. BTW... anyone know of somewhere where they have a private room and its like quite "atas" with nice food? Budget bout 35bucks per pax.. Please lemme know..
SEE I am distracted by work again.
So much stuff to settle.. yet once I reach back home, the immediate tawt.. is that bugger.
Maybe its true. I am just coverting something that I cannot have. Maybe if I already have it, I might not feel this way. I might even think its no big deal after all. But somehow, I think its not the case.
Argghhh.. infuriating.
The only thing that has happened this week that I am thankful for, I have finally regain my faith in my religion. And I am embracing the idea slowly. Its taken me 10 years. But at least I am clearer. It felt good to say it out to someone finally.