Its the only way for me to say, I love you. Is that okay?
"Youre beautiful, you really are. And I need you to do me a favor. But it has to be a secret. I need you to go to that machine and get me a Mars bar. My hand doesnt reach when Im in this damn wheelchair."
Work hasnt been as miserable as usual.
And I feel like Im growing more comfortable with it.
And I really couldnt ask for an easier job.
School on the other hand is out of control.
I had a meeting with my counselors, the school psychologist, the assist princ, and my father.
I now have early dismissal and no 7th and 8th grade lunch.
Which was probably the biggest relief ever.
But now I have to apply myself. Well its not that I didnt before, but now everyone is watching me ten times closer than they were.
I miss my boyfriend.
And hes having a really hard time. I wish I could physically be there for him but its almost impossible.
But I dont have any doubts. He'll come home to me and we'll be okay. But in the mean time I want to be able to love him like theres no tomorrow.
Well, Matthew, I love you like theres no tomorrow. And even though Im not there, I never feel like we're apart. Just because you'll be back for me. And I'll be waiting.
Work hasnt been as miserable as usual.
And I feel like Im growing more comfortable with it.
And I really couldnt ask for an easier job.
School on the other hand is out of control.
I had a meeting with my counselors, the school psychologist, the assist princ, and my father.
I now have early dismissal and no 7th and 8th grade lunch.
Which was probably the biggest relief ever.
But now I have to apply myself. Well its not that I didnt before, but now everyone is watching me ten times closer than they were.
I miss my boyfriend.
And hes having a really hard time. I wish I could physically be there for him but its almost impossible.
But I dont have any doubts. He'll come home to me and we'll be okay. But in the mean time I want to be able to love him like theres no tomorrow.
Well, Matthew, I love you like theres no tomorrow. And even though Im not there, I never feel like we're apart. Just because you'll be back for me. And I'll be waiting.