imaginaryalice mentioned a meme where you make a playlist of songs that describe you and your life. Well, since I pretty much already have one like that (of 30+ songs) I picked the best (11 songs) and here it is:
1: Wild Horses- Natasha Bedingfield
DownloadWild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind, I’ll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love, like I’m longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses…
This whole song, really, fits me.
Here are all the lyrics. When I first heard it, I was just about to graduate high school and I started crying because I thought about all the things I hadn’t done yet in my life because I’ve been too afraid. This is one of my favorite songs ever.
2. Girl Next Door- Saving Jane
DownloadPerfect skin perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she’s ugly
…
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleepin on the floor
She’s Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Again, a song that fits me in every lyric. These are just the ones that stick out the most to me. Ever since middle school I’ve always been so jealous, although I guess that’s not really the right word, because it’s not like I want to be them, of the popular girls with the boyfriends and the pretty looks and all that. I think I’m more annoyed at the injustice than anything else. Because I know (or I tell myself) that these girls have nothing going for them other than looks, yet they get the boys and the attention and all that. And I tell myself that those aren’t the kind of boys I want anyway, but it just bites when I’m a nice girl who (not to sound too conceited here) is much more mature than them, and no one cares or notices.
3. 32 Flavors- Ani Difranco
DownloadI am a poster girl with no poster
I am thirty-two flavors and then some
Are you starting to see a pattern here? That’s really because I set this playlist up by categories, and these are my “Look at me, I’m different!” songs. But I love the line “I am a poster girl with no poster,” because I feel like I’m a good role model for young kids, and I say that because I work with them a lot, and I strive to set a good example for them. But I don’t get recognition for that. These kids want to follow sluts like Lindsay Lohan, and I’m doing my best to teach them that they don’t have to be like that. I’m a poster girl with no poster.
4. Rush- Aly & AJ
DownloadDon’t let nobody tell you you’re life is over
Be every color that you are
I have to thank
imaginaryalice for introducing me to this song in one of her fantastic vids. This song, maybe because of its teenybopper style (come on, it’s a Disney channel thing) reminds me so much of middle school, when everyone was so mean to me. Seriously, middle school was the worst three years of my life. I wish I’d had this song then, to remind me to just be myself and be every color that I am.
5. Penny- Idina Menzel
Download (Note: This is in .m4a format until I can get a .mp3 version.)
Don't know much about love cause I get the same crap from every guy,
Don't know how to see the grass being greener on my side,
Don't know much about wisdom without being jaded,
Don't know how to take criticism without feeling hated
Come on, you really think I was gonna do a playlist about me and not include at least one Broadway singer?
Full lyrics are here. I think this song was more like me when I was in my little emo stage, not as much now, but certain lyrics still apply. This is my insecure song. I have to have one.
6. Not Ready to Make Nice- Dixie Chicks
DownloadI’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
My prideful song. Cause sometimes I’m too stubborn for my own good. And also because I love the Dixie Chicks and I love the way they used this song to stick it to Bush.
7. Who Knows- Avril Lavigne
Download (Note: This is in .m4a format until I can get a .mp3 version.)
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
Ok, I know it’s getting a little repetitive now. But hey, I like songs that perk me up. Avril doesn’t have a whole lot of those, but I just love this one. When my day is really bad, I put this song on in my car and just drive. It calms me down a bit.
8. I Want A Man- Lace
DownloadI don't want a man I can live with
I want a love that leaves no room for doubt
I don't want a man I can live with
I want a man that I can't live without
I don't want somebody
Just to have somebody
That's how I am
I'm that kind of girl
Even if it takes all the time in the world
I saw a vid to this song (A Ron/Hermione vid) and I just fell in love with it. The lyrics are just so me. I take relationships so seriously, and I don’t even begin one unless I think it’ll go somewhere, and because of that, I know I won’t have as many relationships as other people, but I know the ones I do have will be good ones. I’m not willing to settle.
9. It’s Gonna Be Love- Mandy Moore
DownloadIt’s gonna be Love
It’s gonna be great
It’s gonna be more then I can take
It’s gonna be free
It’s gonna be real
It’s gonna change everything I feel
I just added this song yesterday, after seeing A Walk To Remember, and this song was playing when he was giving her the press on tattoo in the car. This is basically a follow up to the last song. It sums up my idea of what will happen when I finally do find the right person. And it may take a while (and I may not like that) but I know that in the end it’ll be worth it, because it’s going to be the greatest thing that ever happened to me. Yeah, I believe in love. I’m not a cynic (anymore).
10. Better Days- Goo Goo Dolls
DownloadI wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just the chance that maybe we’ll find better days
My plea for the world to just wake up and realize how stupid they’re being. When I saw the Goo Goo Dolls do this song in concert, it hit home to me. As Johnny Rzeznik said, we need to live more, laugh more, love more.
11. If Everyone Cared- Nickelback
DownloadIf everyone cared, and nobody cried
If everyone loved, and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we’d see the day when nobody died
This one goes hand in hand with 10. I was just gonna have one of these, but I couldn’t ditch either one. I loved them both. People are just so freakin wrapped up in themselves that they don’t realize there’s a whole world of people out there who need help. I just wish people were more caring towards one another.
I just realized now that all the songs are sung by women except for my last two. Hmmm. Maybe cause I like to sing along, and it's easier with a girl singing. There's so many more songs I wanted here, but there wasn't room. And by room, I mean I was sick of uploading songs.