philip
you know its like when you need someone to talk to you, either they are never around or just don't have time to listen to you.
i ended up in the hospital this past weekend because i was dehydrated and my potassium levels were low. i was so scared being all alone in the hospital. even if i had one friend there, it would have been much better. i just wish that i had a shoulder to cry on, i miss philip like crazy. i am so depressed becuase when he was here i could talk to him and cry on his shoulder. now i have his family which is across the country. people dont realize that i lost 8 pounds since christmas. its not good. i am trying to eat better but what about drinking, i have been drinking caprisun and water along with cranberry juice and i am still dehydrated. i hear from philip once in a while for only for like 5 minutes at a time. i am in desprite need for a friend right now. i am scared. and i know that i need to stay strong for philip. someone please help me.
i ended up in the hospital this past weekend because i was dehydrated and my potassium levels were low. i was so scared being all alone in the hospital. even if i had one friend there, it would have been much better. i just wish that i had a shoulder to cry on, i miss philip like crazy. i am so depressed becuase when he was here i could talk to him and cry on his shoulder. now i have his family which is across the country. people dont realize that i lost 8 pounds since christmas. its not good. i am trying to eat better but what about drinking, i have been drinking caprisun and water along with cranberry juice and i am still dehydrated. i hear from philip once in a while for only for like 5 minutes at a time. i am in desprite need for a friend right now. i am scared. and i know that i need to stay strong for philip. someone please help me.