i need support

Jan 25, 2006 12:37

philip is leaving on the 31st to Afganistan. i am a complete wreck and need him. this is the last weekend we will be able to see each other for the next year or so. i am very despret to see him. although he has to finish packing and stuff before he goes. i love this man with all my heart and soul. he has done so much for me. and as a person, has made me feel special. i have to finish up my last semester here, graduate in may then i am moving to california to be with his family. because they respect me for who i am as a person. i dont get as much of the respect that i deserve at home. dont take me wrong, i love my family and all but everytime i go home, i mess there whole routine up. i feel that i will have a much better life living in california. i am planing something very special for when philip gets home. if you have any ideas please help me. i want to make this special. i have so much left to do this semester, i dont know what i will do without philip being there to support me, like he has always done. i love him so much.

gosh i am crying, because i dont want him to leave, but i know its something that he must do. i am just thankful that he is going to a safe place in Afganistan. please keep him in your prayers, becuase i know that i am....
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