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i have come to the conclusion that my life is in a serious rutt right now. i cant get a job yet, i cant get my driving permit yet, i dont have a boyfriend, and i babysat more when i was like 10. what is going on here?? o yeah and i almost forgot the last thing....I'M 15 YEARS OLD! idk about any of your other teens, but to me, being a teenager sucks!! i for one, cant do anything. my sister has been getting more babysitting jobs then me, and she is younger then i am. how ridiculous (and not to mention pathetic) does all this sound?? i need some serious change. i need a change of scenery and a taste of life. i'm tired of sitting at home, bored to death while my 13 year old sister is the one out having fun almost everyday. like i call people and stuff, its just that im always the one to call people to make plans. why doesnt anyone ever call me and ask me to go to the mall or just hang out?? i dont get it. its also always been this way. always been Me sitting at home and Me calling people. i'm tired of it. like i said, my life is in a SERIOUS rutt...