'douse myself in gasoline'
(continuation of the title), then get tasered by a cop. Oh the flaming joy. That really happened to a protester tho, haha, stupid protester i say. He got what he deserved.
i feel even more inferior now. Erin took harder subjects than required for her course. For example, she was only required to take a certain type of organic chem. This org chem class had a multiple choice final exam. What Erin took was orgchem for biochem and chem majors. Her finals was our equivalent of problem solving. In spite of doing such, she still managed to keep her nearly-high-DL status. Ugh. i'm taking up lazy ass MEM subjects and not even getting into the DL (missing it by 0.03 to 0.01). i'm so stupid and lazy.
Knowing this, if i could, i would rewrite my life as such: i'd take my machine design with Mech Eng'g, programming with ComSci or CompEng, and lastly my electronics and microprocessor courses with CompEng (i don't wanna be as hardcore as the crazy ECE people). If i did this, i wouldn't bother being my org's webmaster - i'd have enough to do. Oh well. Existentialism (a more philosophical term for being proactive) - you're responsible for your actions. i guess i'll just make do with what i have now hahahahahaha.
i'm sick of programming. i haven't been working hard on my programming subject at all this term and yet i'm fucking sick of programming. i think it's coz i've spent the last seven years of my life doing shit way in over my head and forcing myself to succeed at it. i am the perfect example of a burn out. i was even close to implementing a crude form of "Fuzzy Logic" to my stick people game a few years back. Academic life just got in the way.
i cut 1mm thick sheet metal today. It was awesome, like lighting a really powerful sparkler and holding the lit end in your hand. The part of the metal i was cutting into turned red hot, while the rest of the metal was boiling hot too. i could've fried eggs on the damn thing hahahahahahaha. It would've made an awesome peshbook display pic, with all the sparks and stuff, but i got too lazy to obtain a camera.
i saw a bumper sticker i really liked. It said "Fight crime, shoot back.", with a picture of a gun on the side. Haha.
i'm gonna skate the ramps on wednesday. i want a good trick on them.
i feel even more inferior now. Erin took harder subjects than required for her course. For example, she was only required to take a certain type of organic chem. This org chem class had a multiple choice final exam. What Erin took was orgchem for biochem and chem majors. Her finals was our equivalent of problem solving. In spite of doing such, she still managed to keep her nearly-high-DL status. Ugh. i'm taking up lazy ass MEM subjects and not even getting into the DL (missing it by 0.03 to 0.01). i'm so stupid and lazy.
Knowing this, if i could, i would rewrite my life as such: i'd take my machine design with Mech Eng'g, programming with ComSci or CompEng, and lastly my electronics and microprocessor courses with CompEng (i don't wanna be as hardcore as the crazy ECE people). If i did this, i wouldn't bother being my org's webmaster - i'd have enough to do. Oh well. Existentialism (a more philosophical term for being proactive) - you're responsible for your actions. i guess i'll just make do with what i have now hahahahahaha.
i'm sick of programming. i haven't been working hard on my programming subject at all this term and yet i'm fucking sick of programming. i think it's coz i've spent the last seven years of my life doing shit way in over my head and forcing myself to succeed at it. i am the perfect example of a burn out. i was even close to implementing a crude form of "Fuzzy Logic" to my stick people game a few years back. Academic life just got in the way.
i cut 1mm thick sheet metal today. It was awesome, like lighting a really powerful sparkler and holding the lit end in your hand. The part of the metal i was cutting into turned red hot, while the rest of the metal was boiling hot too. i could've fried eggs on the damn thing hahahahahahaha. It would've made an awesome peshbook display pic, with all the sparks and stuff, but i got too lazy to obtain a camera.
i saw a bumper sticker i really liked. It said "Fight crime, shoot back.", with a picture of a gun on the side. Haha.
i'm gonna skate the ramps on wednesday. i want a good trick on them.