Aug 22, 2014 22:36
It has been this way for weeks. i don't know how this keeps happening. That and the constant line disconnection of our office cellphone numbers. i don't know how much money i've spent on load so i could contact clients on my other personal number.
Turns out a good number of my officemates have fights amongst themselves. There's a lot of backstabbing and grudges going around.
i was recently deployed for a couple jobs at Pangasinan. i wasn't given any money and had to pay for the gas, toll and lodging by myself. Even though i have savings, i decided enough was enough and left the jobsite prematurely.
i actually wouldn't have minded staying for a week, as planned. Because i left ahead of schedule, i wasn't able to fix a number of things i wanted to fix and so my work was left with a number of defects. My other officemates were sent to finish the job a week after and so i had to give them a lot of off-site support. i feel guilty about leaving unfinished and under-quality work, however, like i said, i had to put my foot down with the HR and Accounting. i already went above my expected duties by paying for the first few days of the trip out of my own salary, hoping i'd get reimbursed for it on time.
i feel awful about leaving all that poor quality work. i wanted to improve things and stuff. Instead i had to pass it on to my officemates and teach them how to use my improvements. i'm also a little paranoid that they're backstabbing me because of the shit work i left, which they have to clean up (although i'm still giving them help). But hey i never liked a lot of them anyway. So who cares what they think right?
i'm spending too much money on fastfood, restaurants, fancy yogurt, fancy fruit shakes, etc. i should be saving and investing more money so i can move out.
i wonder when i'm resigning.
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