i'm not doing anything remotely academic now.
Stupid shit. My only form of stress relief, the gun, broke down on me. Stupid piece of shit this is the last thing i need now. Academics are bull and my personal life is such a stupid fucking piece of shit. Now this. i just stabbed my finger with a nail (the ones you use for construction) while fixing the stupid thing, and i bled kinda profusely. Part of my finger is now stained brown with dried blood and grease. Fuck it.
//edit in at 314 am, lol PI time!//
The blood on my hand got overrun by grease stains. i've got more cuts on them, and on my legs too (from working on the damn guns) and i'm back to square one. As in, square one, the time i bought the damn thing. Coz the upgrades, they're marginally detrimental to the gun. i wouldn't know how much in terms of muzzle velocity but yeah. Ugh. It's just a sealing problem so hopefully that'll be fixed when morning comes.
THEN when morning comes i'll add shit to the thesis powerpoint. Lol.
My hands look like "manggagawa" (blue collar worker) hands. i'm proud. At least real blue collar workers won't laugh at me next time when i buy parts.
i'm listening to 'emo' now. Haha. Slowdance on the inside by Taking Back Sunday (i turned off NU 107 hours ago). i miss my HS days. Life was simpler just admiring a beautiful girl from a distance, much simpler than being in a relationship and wondering whether your partner still cares about you anymore.
i have a bought a new really sharp knife now. i like the feel of the grip in my hands. The weight and thickness of the thing is comforting.
//edit in at 314 am, lol PI time!//
The blood on my hand got overrun by grease stains. i've got more cuts on them, and on my legs too (from working on the damn guns) and i'm back to square one. As in, square one, the time i bought the damn thing. Coz the upgrades, they're marginally detrimental to the gun. i wouldn't know how much in terms of muzzle velocity but yeah. Ugh. It's just a sealing problem so hopefully that'll be fixed when morning comes.
THEN when morning comes i'll add shit to the thesis powerpoint. Lol.
My hands look like "manggagawa" (blue collar worker) hands. i'm proud. At least real blue collar workers won't laugh at me next time when i buy parts.
i'm listening to 'emo' now. Haha. Slowdance on the inside by Taking Back Sunday (i turned off NU 107 hours ago). i miss my HS days. Life was simpler just admiring a beautiful girl from a distance, much simpler than being in a relationship and wondering whether your partner still cares about you anymore.
i have a bought a new really sharp knife now. i like the feel of the grip in my hands. The weight and thickness of the thing is comforting.