Oh boy how i have deteriorated so.
Now that i think about it, i was actually kinda good at piano before. i used to bitch about my playing but it was actually alright, compared to what i am now. Boo. i've gotta learn again (but there is no time, there's NEVER any time).
i hate going to funerals/wakes/necrological services. They remind me that, while people won't respect you while you're alive, they'll mourn you in death, and even give you an expensive funeral. What the fuck is up with that? Also, what the fuck is up with other people forcing others to go to funerals of people they barely know? i believe funerals aren't held for the dead, but for the living who've lost someone, but still. What if i don't give half a shit for either the dead person or the people he/she left behind? People are very ritualistic. i dunno, i guess it's their way of saying goodbye.
i was unproductive today. i slept. That's pretty much all i did hahaha.
My mood is gloomy because i don't know how on earth i can get myself to work like i used to. i'm just impossibly unproductive and lazy these days and it sucks.
i hate going to funerals/wakes/necrological services. They remind me that, while people won't respect you while you're alive, they'll mourn you in death, and even give you an expensive funeral. What the fuck is up with that? Also, what the fuck is up with other people forcing others to go to funerals of people they barely know? i believe funerals aren't held for the dead, but for the living who've lost someone, but still. What if i don't give half a shit for either the dead person or the people he/she left behind? People are very ritualistic. i dunno, i guess it's their way of saying goodbye.
i was unproductive today. i slept. That's pretty much all i did hahaha.
My mood is gloomy because i don't know how on earth i can get myself to work like i used to. i'm just impossibly unproductive and lazy these days and it sucks.