Apr 13, 2007 01:10
im back again,i seem to take mini breaks from here ,usually cause life gets to busy and i keep forgetting my password.
seems awful i know.....some of you will remember a time when life was easier. to pay bills meant wring actual checks,send them via snail mail,or calling with a credit card,or for those with time and availability a drive to the office to handle it face to face. nowadays we have internet banking,online checks,in some cases to pay by phone costs more and to reach a person is harder than pissing a peach pit with an erection.we now have to sign on,log in,update profile,remember the password (8 or mor digits must have a numbers cant use symbols,and i comes before e except on days that end with y and no matter what you do youll never get it right).now we have spell check,for what im not sure we usually abbreviate our words anyway,and i dont know anyone who likes to argue with a machine because it wont let you say something a certain way.
i sound old,feeling it to on some days,longing for a time when your word was your bond and a friend was a friend regaurdless of the frequency you talked,when a friends list was something you wrote out to invite someone to your gathering.a time when quality of life wasnt determined by your connection speed,the size of your processer,or how much ram you have.
i havent seen or spoken to many of you in awhile,but value your friendship,well most of your friendships.so that leads me to another point. DRAMA....we all know life has issues,we all have ex's (there are those wed love to bury,literally)and pixie i guess im picking on you abit,so i offer my apologies but i read the posts and nearly fell out laughing you claim to value privacy yet you whine in an open forum about how bad your ex is by calling you,you paint the picture in your favor then tell people not to judge knwing full well its human nature(its kinda like the judge telling the jury to disregaurd what was said,to late its been said its gonna be judged)then to top it off you dont rant just once you go on and on. remember i share the same boat as you,but im man enough to admit with accuracy my short comings,more so im man enough to keep my fucking mouth shut and keep whats private,private,and not air dirty laundry.so heres the deal rant if you must,just keep it honest.and should you choose to go bashing remember when you air out your laundry the wind blows both ways,and you never know who knows the story. p.s. your ex didnt put me up to this,just a friendly bit of advise
pss. congratts to you and mary it is good to hear that youve found happiness i truly mean that,you know i can be a hard ass at times but i never have wished anything but the best,take it or leave it ,its your call.
guess i need to post more often im a bit long winded tonight.heres an update jewelz and i are well,shes a better woman than i deserve,and i thank the woman in charge everyday that jewelz is in my life,we went to club at fetish last month enjoyed seeing alot of old friends missed seeing others,bought pookas first blanket and ordered 2 more,ive got to tell you all they might be pricy but heaven isnt cheap.will try to post our next trip in hoping to see you all soon.
special congrats to dawbun and tyson may the sun shine upon your love and the glass of life remain full,may your dreams be fulfilled in all that you do,and may you never have to ask yourself is this the best itll be.my love to you always.....peace
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