May 31, 2005 18:39
there are somethings that money cant buy...
that is the quote that i will start out my update with. i think that that statement is wrong. some people say 'money cant buy happiness', but think about it. it might not for some people, but other people are extremely materialistic, and for them money can buy happiness. ~okay im done with the whole thinking stuff~
this year... my freshman year. somehow it seems that ive grown up too fast, that i wont have time for silly kid things anymore and that makes me sad. ive had way too much drama in my life this past year (hell even this past month!) but all in all... i think ive handled it somewhat nicley. ok so heres to all my friends that ive met this year that are amazing and ill never forget, and to the girls and guys out there that ive lost touch with or used to be friends with and whatnot:
this is the time when i sit and think
back to all the days and fun times ive had
back to all my friends who have made me glad
this is the week that i really need to be sure
that all my friends know how much they mean to me
and how my life would not be complete without them
i hope that they know this statement is true
because without my friends in my life
i truly do not know what i would do
i have given advice and taken a lot back in
somedays i feel like im without a friend
but then they come and comfort me so
love me with their whole hearts and make it known
i love my friends more that they will ever be sure
without them i dont know if i would be the same.
okay so it didnt rhyme all too much and it was kinda freeform but i hope that all my friends read it and really truly think about everything thats happened. i remember so much more stuff now about what i did in the beginning of the year than i did maybe five months ago. there really doesnt seem to be too much stuff going on in my life now, besides the fact that im cramming very unlike me... okay wait just kidding there is a tad bit of drama in my life but its not my drama... for once thank you god! but it still will affect me so much. okay anyways im off to eat and then study french...
* Wearing: jeans, purple tank
* Eating: nothing
* Drinking: nothing
* Thinking about: nothing really
* Listening to: dryer
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU?
* Cried: i dont know
* Worn jeans: of coures
* Met someone new online: no
* Done laundry: no
* Driven a car: yes
* Talked on the phone: yes
* Kissed someone: no
* Said I love you: i think so
BELIEVE IN?
* Yourself: most days
* Your friends: yes, trust them, of course not, no offense you guys
* Santa Claus: no
* Tooth Fairy: no
* Destiny/Fate: depends
* Angels: i hope so
* Ghosts: yes
* God: last time i checked i was still episcopalian
FRIENDS AND LIFE
* Do you ever wish you had another name? no
* Do you like anyone? yes
* Who's the loudest: catie
* Who's your closest friend that's a girl: michelle or baker or catie or kayla or mermy
* Who's your closest friend that's a guy: william or kevin
* Who's the shyest: hirva
* Who do you hang out with the most?: hmmm idk
* What's the best feeling in the world: to know that you're loved
HAVE YOU EVER?
1. Kissed your cousin: no
2. Ran away: no
3. Skipped school: no
4. Broken someone's heart: i think so
5. Been in love: yes
6. Cried when someone died: yes
7. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yes
8. Done something embarrassing: yes
9. Done a drug: just alcohol
10. Cried in school: yes
11. Coke or Pepsi: coke
12. Sprite or 7UP: hmmm
13. Blondes or Brunettes: idk, blondes have more fun, but brunettes remember it the next morning (got that from catie...)
14. Bitchy or Slutty: slutty... im not really a bitch i dont think
15. Tall or Short?: short...
16. Pants or Shorts: shorts
17. Night or Day: depends
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
18. What do you notice first: clothes then face
19. Last person you slow danced with: this is bad cause i dont think i ever have... :( maybe...
THE LAST TIME YOU...
20. Stepped outside: to get in my car coming from maryams house (where i tried to reverse up her driveway which is a really big hill... and i went down instead of up which kinda scared me...)
21. Were kissed: beginning of the month... april maybe
RANDOMS:
22. Your Good Luck Charm: me!
23. Person You Hate Most: lets see... i dont hate people i just dislike them sometimes...
24. Best Thing That Has Happened: maybeee im not sure but... mission trip 04
25. On your desk: schoolstuff... notes
26. Picture on your desktop: cabo
FAVORITE
27. Color: purple or pink
28. Movie: between under the tuscan sun (LADYBUGS!) or some other one that i cant remember
29. Artist: aslyn or joss stone or.... a lot of people
30. Season: spring/summer
31. Breakfast Food: life cereal!! (the honey graham kind)
WHO
32. Makes you laugh the most: sally rose snover!!! (and a - NAR hehehee love you anar!)
33. Makes you smile: lots of people
34. Has A Crush On You: hmm... dont rightly know
DO YOU EVER
35. Save AIM conversations: yes....
36. Wish you were someone else?: YES..
37. Wear cologne: no (perfume sometimes)
38. Kiss: yes
39. Cuddle: yes
40. Go online: yes
HAVE YOU EVER
41. Fallen for your best friend?: yes (best guy friend)
42. Made out with JUST a friend?: well we were going out but were better off friends
43. Kissed two people in the same day?: no...
44. Been rejected: i dont know... if i have ive blocked that memory
45. Been given a present by a friend, an actual present thats wrapped and all?: yes
47. Been used?: yes
48. Cheated on someone?: yes... well kindof
49. Been cheated on?: maybe...
50. Been kissed?: yes
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
51. You talked to on the phone?: my cousin tina!
52. You hugged?: catie crain... she was having a bad day.. ily catie!
53. You instant messaged?: alex k.
54. You kissed?: john..
55. Who text messaged you?: SALLY!!
56. Who told you they loved you?: justinaa
*~*love always... kate*~*