Panic Attack
Thanks Ben for the lovely party last night! It was the perfect place to host a party; nice ambience and not forgetting the food.
Moving on to other unpleasant matters, I think this week is rather a bad one for me. For the record, my project is going to pieces and I have to rescue it from crumbling altogether and I'm really sick of it. Academia is really not my thing or rather the people that surround me are far too Selfish; all they think about is their own life. Bottom line is I hate group projects but I think it's going to be much worst when I work in the future.
Time is really running short; due date for my current project is on Tues but I really need a bitch break.
Speaking of which I'm suddenly feeling the heat from finding ajob. i know- it's too soon right but I'm very afraid of being jobless later on. And I don't even know which path I'm going to take; honours or just graduate this academic year. On top of that I don't really know if I should go into conducting full time. Looking at my current prospects and profile in the current choral scene, future doesn't look too good for me unless i put on a thick skin suit and network my way around this political circle and subject myself to the starving life of a metaphoric artiste. It's really too hard to decide.
Moving on to other unpleasant matters, I think this week is rather a bad one for me. For the record, my project is going to pieces and I have to rescue it from crumbling altogether and I'm really sick of it. Academia is really not my thing or rather the people that surround me are far too Selfish; all they think about is their own life. Bottom line is I hate group projects but I think it's going to be much worst when I work in the future.
Time is really running short; due date for my current project is on Tues but I really need a bitch break.
Speaking of which I'm suddenly feeling the heat from finding ajob. i know- it's too soon right but I'm very afraid of being jobless later on. And I don't even know which path I'm going to take; honours or just graduate this academic year. On top of that I don't really know if I should go into conducting full time. Looking at my current prospects and profile in the current choral scene, future doesn't look too good for me unless i put on a thick skin suit and network my way around this political circle and subject myself to the starving life of a metaphoric artiste. It's really too hard to decide.