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"i just hope you know that he and i still have been sleeping together this whole semester and if he was doing the same with you its not fair to either of us"
This manipulative-bitch bullshit needs to stop. This is the thing I'm scared of more than anything, because I don't know who is telling the truth. I'm hoping that he is, and most signs point that way. But then there are times like last night when I was over there working on hw and they were texting. Part of me wonders if they are "those" kinds of texts, and the other part of me wants to play stupid and just be naive and think there's nothing going on. I know I shouldn't be paranoid and I am trying so hard to be trusting and not stupid...it's just hard when that's the way things started. I am just going to keep trying with him though and hope to god I don't screw myself over.
This manipulative-bitch bullshit needs to stop. This is the thing I'm scared of more than anything, because I don't know who is telling the truth. I'm hoping that he is, and most signs point that way. But then there are times like last night when I was over there working on hw and they were texting. Part of me wonders if they are "those" kinds of texts, and the other part of me wants to play stupid and just be naive and think there's nothing going on. I know I shouldn't be paranoid and I am trying so hard to be trusting and not stupid...it's just hard when that's the way things started. I am just going to keep trying with him though and hope to god I don't screw myself over.