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*~ hi everyone well i haven't updated in awhile and jasmin suggested that i should so this is for u jasmin hahah...... well about my weekend it was good we had r first meet on friday went to go eat cicis pizza after. Sat. went to sacys party thing and it was soooo FUN!!!!!!! ur friends are the best stacy!!!!! then after i went with jess to Kats party it was fun to. Sun. church and then relaxed. Well this week has went by so fast so its been crazy let me start with jon well u know how we have been talking and stuff ( jasmin knows) well yesterday jon came up to me and we started talking so he asked me " can i ask u a question??" and i told him yea and he asked if i liked him ( well i got happy and u think something good is gonna happen) so i told him "i dk " he told me thats not a good answer it has to be yes or no so i told him yea i do but i'm not to sure ( i hate being put on the spot like that u know?) so yea he asked me why and i told him i dk i really dont have a reason ...... so yea we kept arguing then i asked him if he liked me and this is what he said......" i'm gonna be honest w/ u and i just want to be friends" OMG!!!!!!!! i felt so stupid like 4 reals it brought me down like why the hell did u ask me for!!!! well then today i tried to avoid him but that didnt work cuz i saw him ALL day and it was akward!!!! then i ran into him after practice and he was all flirtatious like doing his big hugs walking me and putting his arm around me ugh!!!!! i dk what to do and what should i think of all that???? he wants to be friends but yet he treats me more thatn a friend u know?? well thats all i have to say ttyl bye!!!!!!!!~*