things..
how are things u ask, ehh they have been better. i just dont kno why i still am stuck in drama of the high school life because yea i left high school over 6 months ago and after that i thought drama would have left to...well as long as im around the school it hasnt. People make up lies about another person still...and make others pissed at them... well i am trying to keep my closest friends that i have left and when someone makes something up and hurts that friendship i have with that person... then i get aggrivated and lose sleep. I havent slept to good lately either. Anxiety, insomnia, blah whatever it could be has caused me to lose alot of sleep. I just want to have my friends back...but obviously that wont happen...i mean i miss hanging out with Roy and Tom in A2 everynight, being around Dana all the time, going over to Roy's house and messing around with his brother and sisters and parents and having the happy times with them, hanging out with everyone from high school. It really sucks that i pretty much sit around at home alone all the time thinking about old times and make myself upset. And people tell me to get over it.. but ya kno they are the ones that have there friends still and when they graduate then they will realize what im talkin about. So yea idk... i just miss alot of things..i miss the summer of 2005... best 3 months of my life and i will always remember the things that happened that summer.
ON A BRIGHTER NOTE! a got my laptop on Wed and i was so happy about that. Everything is pretty much set for me to leave in 14 days... and i really thought i would miss this town... but with the way things are goin right now i dont kno if i really will now. I will miss my close friends here and my family dearly, but its just kinda depressing down here now cause everyone is always upset and always starting somekinda crap with someone else...and i just wish that people could learn to get along but i guess that can never happen. Maybe someday i can talk to the ones ive lost in the past few months and just make closure on the situations so that i can move on with my life and not worry about stuff... but that probably wont happen.
Well if u read this i appriciate that..i didnt want to sound angry cause i really am not angry just aggrivated. To the ones that i care about which is mostly everyone who reads this...i thank you for being my friend and sticken everything out. To the ones i will leave behind..on my way up imma miss you alot and ill be home as much as i can to visit. To everyone i love youuu all and i want to hang out before i go.
14 days...
--Sweaty
ON A BRIGHTER NOTE! a got my laptop on Wed and i was so happy about that. Everything is pretty much set for me to leave in 14 days... and i really thought i would miss this town... but with the way things are goin right now i dont kno if i really will now. I will miss my close friends here and my family dearly, but its just kinda depressing down here now cause everyone is always upset and always starting somekinda crap with someone else...and i just wish that people could learn to get along but i guess that can never happen. Maybe someday i can talk to the ones ive lost in the past few months and just make closure on the situations so that i can move on with my life and not worry about stuff... but that probably wont happen.
Well if u read this i appriciate that..i didnt want to sound angry cause i really am not angry just aggrivated. To the ones that i care about which is mostly everyone who reads this...i thank you for being my friend and sticken everything out. To the ones i will leave behind..on my way up imma miss you alot and ill be home as much as i can to visit. To everyone i love youuu all and i want to hang out before i go.
14 days...
--Sweaty