someone please help me.
So Amanda Reno helped me to realize why most people dont wanna be around me. Its because im always down on myself.. and yea i kno i am... ive been workin to change it. ITs just i need something in this world for me to be proud of and give me some confidence. Something that I can do to show myself that i am a good person, and not a total f-up. Lately nothing goes right... and the way that lita just broke up with me and then lied... yea its just destroyed my self confidence. I dont hate myself, i just dont have a reason to be proud. If something good could happen to me, some how, some way... i kno i can be proud and more confident. I just gotta do something that will change my life around and help someone else out or something out.. greatly and i kno then that i can be more confident and have more self esteem and slowly gather my self to hold my head up high and be truly happy. For now, i shall work though my anger, frusteration, and total disappointment and become a better person... as much as people may say im a good person, lately its quite obvious i have done something to hurt alot of people and i wanna kno what i have done. So i can fix this and help myself and everyone else. If i have done anything to hurt u lately.. please let me kno through livejournal, myspace, or in person and i will work to fix it and clear it all up. Thank you.
--Sweaty
--Sweaty