yup.

[mooseman30303]

There is no stupid emo thing for this. The only thing i can say here is that life is life and its getting aggitating. This week i have only spent maybe 15 minutes with lita. I cant go a week like that... u all kno how i was while she was in Cali. Yea not good.... i live for two things in my life anymore... her and my grandfather. They both are my heros, i love them with all my heart, and i cant make it a day without them. Everything at home is goin better and isnt so stressful. I talk to my mom alot more and am gettin along with her.. and she is letting me go to Florida with Roy, tom and them!!! yussss a week in Florida.. I cant wait. The countdown begins... April 12th we take off. YUSSSSS. Thatll clear my head and make me less stressed out... being in a beautiful place where ive wanted to be since i was old enough to think... wait im still not able to do that lol. Daytona, Ft. Lauderdale, WOO!H!!H!H!H the one thing thatll get me though... not seeing my beautiful. And i kno that will get to me. But when i come back things will be soo much better. Ill get a tan, ill miss her soo much so yea i wont let go. I promise. And i will have acheived a HUGE goal in my life... be in my wonderland. Daytona International Speedway. Ive dreamed of sitting in the grandstands watching them go around... inches from eachother... so wow... One day gettin into a car and driving on the track.. competeing. one day.

Hey i turn 18 in like 6 days guys!!!!!! APRIL 7TH!!!

I love you Litabug... and i miss you terribly.

--Sweaty