4th night in a row
Wow, I cant sleep. I dont know what it is either a sleeping disorder or the other stuff I have on my mind either way I still cant sleep. Sitting here watching Fresh Prince of Belare. I am thinking about stuff I wish would just not keep me awake for one night, but like I have been saying you dont need sleep. It is not that important. Nope no sleep for me. If you have any suggestions on a good way to fall asleep let me know. I cant wait for this weekend I get to go to Courtney's graduation party!!!! And then later that week I get to go to ceder point. Dont you wish you could just shut off your mind so much. I am looking forward to this summer but after it I dont know what I am going to do. Chances are I will probably just be mellow and not have much feeling. I like having my brother back from college. Not only will he go back at the end of this summer but Courtney my best friend I mean like I have never had a friend like this is going to the other side of the state and that is damn near unbarable. These are just some of the reasons why I cant sleep. This is a really long entry. I guesse I just really needed to talk about this stuff and this is the best way sense I really cant talk to many people. I dont know I dont really trust people so I dont really show my feelings that often. I dont know if that is a bad thing or not. Anger built up inside of me only a few people know why. I cant say why because it involves people I dont want to embarrise. Wow I really can talk when I am thinking like this. Well I have said enough I am betting that half of you stopped reading this already because of how long it is which is fine.