Aug 02, 2008 23:45
We are weeks away from senior year and the pressures of "over the summer" bullshit work are really making me reconsider my priorities. For years I have put myself in classes that weren't necessary. I am pushed myself hard and gotten nothing for it.
Why am I taking AP Gov? I'm going to be quite honest here, I don't care at all about that subject, and the ridiculous packet? No way I'm wasting my time doing that for a class that will have NOTHING to do with my future. I'm fairly sure I'm dropping. I already dropped Stat!
I just want to enjoy my last year of high school, and the fact that drama is about to go through a major shift is adding pressure, although I am thinking I will actually enjoy that.
I am auditioning for American Idol, and if I go to the "Hollywood Round" (wishful thinking) I won't have to deal with all the school-related crap. That would just be bliss.
To be truthful, I am ready to go to university now.
On other subjects:
Some of my best friends are about to say goodbye to the Sunshine State and I am going to miss them dearly.
As usual, there is no activity in the romance department for me. I've given up on that, I think.
There was a brief moment over the summer where I re-considered trying to become an actor but I looked at it and I got over that.
Can't I be an adult now?