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"Sunrise, Sunset" by Bright Eyes is the song of the day.
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LMAO!!!!1111!!!1!1oneoneoneoenoenoenoenoe!!111 I'd never do that, but um... I'm just being an ass. Aly needs to stop taking all of her hatred out this way. IT'S JUST JEALOUSYYYYYYYY, PEOPLE!!!! Word of mouth will eventually get around because everyone's just a big backstabber around here.
But why would they word of mouth anything about that?
I'm an eeeediot!
I hate my life. So much.
But don't report me, I'm NOT going to kill myself.
Anyway, let's move on here.
As much as I complained and bitched about how shitty it was, I'm actually kind of sad that All-County is over *insert sad face here*. I'm never going to see Michah again. Hmmph. He's such a cool kid, he's going to MIT! WOOOO! Oh those smart kids! But thankfully I will never ever ever ever see that annoying Contrabass girl. She made me wanna gouge my eyes out with an erasable pen. But anyway, yeah! All-County wooo! The basson kid, Archie... is like Sean crossed with Napoleon Dynamite. OMG!!!!1111oneoneoneonenoe!!1 I wanna marry him. He's a senior so I'm never going to se him again. Oh damn. The end.
So now I get to write an English essay! WAHOO! I just kinda highlighted things, I havn't started it at all. I don't know why I took AP English in the first place, clearly I'm not as bright as everyone else and I dont read like a maniac. But this just proves again how dumb Aly really is. Mang hates me anyway :P
Good times.
What else? Oh yeah... I need a job and my permit and a ton of other things. I need to just grow up because I'm tired of sitting around being a stupid whiney little brat. I'm scared I'll go completely insane if I sit in my house another minute.
If the void was filled then I wouldn't bitch about it all the time. I don't even mean completely, I just want attention and friends that actually hang out with me goddamnit. But it's stupid to sit around and bitch about things that you can't change, or things that you can change but no matter how hard you try it never really works. You can't make people be your friend and you can't make people like you. It's just that simple. And even if I could you know... I dunno. I never feel like i totally fit in or that I'm completely welcome anyway.
I'm so angry though.
Maybe this has to do with the fact that there's this huge pair of greeeeen scissors sitting about 9 inches away from me and I am sooo isnanely tempted to use them.
However, it is time to quit. I'm not ready to quit for good just yet, but were gonna see how long this can go. I wanna beat my record of a whole 2 weeks [woah, boy do I suck?]
If I fail math this quarter, i'm not allowed to do drama. Uhm... I think I failed math. This is bad.
But I don't care at this point. If I get pulled out of drama then I can get a job I guess? That would keep me busy enough for me to think I have a life. YAAAAY! Not like any place would hire me though. So many places require experience, of which, Aly has none. I need money so bad. It's rather sad, because I have no money to buy christmas presents. I'm making them... it's horrible.
End.
9 2315144518 238120 231521124 811616514 96 9 19194 9 23119 1315229147?
LMAO!!!!1111!!!1!1oneoneoneoenoenoenoenoe!!111 I'd never do that, but um... I'm just being an ass. Aly needs to stop taking all of her hatred out this way. IT'S JUST JEALOUSYYYYYYYY, PEOPLE!!!! Word of mouth will eventually get around because everyone's just a big backstabber around here.
But why would they word of mouth anything about that?
I'm an eeeediot!
I hate my life. So much.
But don't report me, I'm NOT going to kill myself.
Anyway, let's move on here.
As much as I complained and bitched about how shitty it was, I'm actually kind of sad that All-County is over *insert sad face here*. I'm never going to see Michah again. Hmmph. He's such a cool kid, he's going to MIT! WOOOO! Oh those smart kids! But thankfully I will never ever ever ever see that annoying Contrabass girl. She made me wanna gouge my eyes out with an erasable pen. But anyway, yeah! All-County wooo! The basson kid, Archie... is like Sean crossed with Napoleon Dynamite. OMG!!!!1111oneoneoneonenoe!!1 I wanna marry him. He's a senior so I'm never going to se him again. Oh damn. The end.
So now I get to write an English essay! WAHOO! I just kinda highlighted things, I havn't started it at all. I don't know why I took AP English in the first place, clearly I'm not as bright as everyone else and I dont read like a maniac. But this just proves again how dumb Aly really is. Mang hates me anyway :P
Good times.
What else? Oh yeah... I need a job and my permit and a ton of other things. I need to just grow up because I'm tired of sitting around being a stupid whiney little brat. I'm scared I'll go completely insane if I sit in my house another minute.
If the void was filled then I wouldn't bitch about it all the time. I don't even mean completely, I just want attention and friends that actually hang out with me goddamnit. But it's stupid to sit around and bitch about things that you can't change, or things that you can change but no matter how hard you try it never really works. You can't make people be your friend and you can't make people like you. It's just that simple. And even if I could you know... I dunno. I never feel like i totally fit in or that I'm completely welcome anyway.
I'm so angry though.
Maybe this has to do with the fact that there's this huge pair of greeeeen scissors sitting about 9 inches away from me and I am sooo isnanely tempted to use them.
However, it is time to quit. I'm not ready to quit for good just yet, but were gonna see how long this can go. I wanna beat my record of a whole 2 weeks [woah, boy do I suck?]
If I fail math this quarter, i'm not allowed to do drama. Uhm... I think I failed math. This is bad.
But I don't care at this point. If I get pulled out of drama then I can get a job I guess? That would keep me busy enough for me to think I have a life. YAAAAY! Not like any place would hire me though. So many places require experience, of which, Aly has none. I need money so bad. It's rather sad, because I have no money to buy christmas presents. I'm making them... it's horrible.
End.