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[moosef87]

blah blah blah. my life is kind of boring. i went to the grand canyon on tuesday and wednesday. it was fun. very pretty. it didnt look real. nothing else has really been going on. actually, ive been kind of bored. ive been reading a lot too. stupid books are soo addicting but i love them. we went bowling today. i suck at bowling, and as time goes on i get worse. jesse, the cute guy on my bowling team, is so awesome and serious about bowling, and then they have me on the team...and i cant even break my average. he is so distracting. but oh well i guess i cant do too much about that. hes on my team and i got what i wished for. so today pam and lavonne were trying to figure out something that i could say to him. but everything they suggested was too dumb. i guess i need the perfect oppourtunity. and i know its obvious...isnt it always? i mean every guy that i like knows it. except for this one guy. cause i didnt realize that i liked him until a couple of days ago. hes been on my mind for a while, and i wish he would go away. there is absolutely no chance with him...not because im too ugly, but just because who an where he is. it really sucks when you realize all too late that u actually like someone and either they leave or you do. it really sucks.
have you ever had a dream about something and then it comes true? that has happened to me lately a lot. its weird. but they arent exactly the same. for example a kiss on the lips turned out to only be a peck on the head. weird little details like that.
other news: i get to go to Alabama for their prom. im so pumped. i dont know if i already wrote this in here...but ah, who cares. im so excited. unfortunately, i have to wait until march, and that seems soo far away. i miss all my friends there already, and if az college wasnt so cheap for me, i would definately move back to Alabama and go to Auburn University...man i wish i could.
alright, well im out of things to say. im sure you didnt make it this far anyway. if only he could be here....