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[mooseduh]

At this very moment I am unhappy. I am lonely. I have dissatisfaction tendencies and this is one of them. I feel like everyone has moved on except me. I feel that there is no difference between decisions anymore and maybe I'm starting to feel the apathy that's paired with indifference. whatever.
I'm becoming something that I was running away from.
Why must I value what others value or avoid what others avoid. How ridiculous.